It was a sunny morning and I was in school already that time.
Then I saw him at the corridor just chilling alone. I knew it was the right time to talk to him again. It's been 7 years since we bond together.
But then, I got scared because everything changed. He have his new group of friends, and me? I'm just his old friend. An old friend with I don't know if he had a good or bad memories with me. 😕
Those scenes just keeps on repeating all the time. I'm just too shy and scared that maybe.... Just maybe... Things will never go back to its original place.
But then, I got the chance to have him for myself only the whole afternoon when we have an activity exclusively for us senior students.
That was the time where we were talking the whole afternoon. It was one my best days because after all, He didn't really changed totally. Hahaha. I guess, both of us was just scared about everything.
Late at night that day, I knew there was really something. I have this strange feeling towards him where, whenever I get to see his face, It feels like, my day is complete already. Hahaha. Then that night, I knew that I have a crush on him because my "Mom Belle" explained everything to me. Haha. That strange feelings was ugh. ❤️
The next day was a bit odd because of the side comments of my friends though it's not really a negative comment but I understood it negatively. Well, that's my bad.
I keep on denying the fact that nothing's between me and him.
It's a bit irritating hearing their comments that they just can't explain to me completely because it's unexplainable they say. I got irritated and then later that day, I decided I should neglect him for them to be silenced.
Days passed, everyday was odd. It was very uneasy for me to neglect him. It's like a nightmare. But then, one day, while I was playing Dart, he walked towards me and starts to tease me. I didn't talked to him. I TRIED. But I failed. I started laughing and teasing him also and there we are. Back to being normal. Talking, teasing and laughing with each other. That's like a relief in my heart when We finally talked with each other again. Omg. ❤️
After that issue, everything was fine. But my other friends was telling me that I'm so stupid to get affected on whatever other people say about us. Hahaha. Oh. Sorry.. ✌️
It's just that, I easily get hurt. You can't blame me...
I'm ending this now. Ciao!
Oh!!! P.S.
I'm allowed to have a boyfriend already AS LONG AS he'll be MY boyfriend. That the condition of my Sister & Mom. Crazy eh? 😒
