Why Me ?

Chapter 4

Carters P.O.V :

why do i love kanesha so much and why is she such an amazing girl and the fact that she doesn't smoke like her friends drives me crazy . " kanesha i have a question." she looks right at me and says " what is the question carter ? " nows the time to ask her " did you ever love me when you didn't get to meet me ?" she looks right at me and says " well i was starting to loose hope and that you would never notice me but look where i am at today a 15 year old dating carter Mccoy Reynolds and i feel like you could be the one . but when i started to give up on ever meeting you my mom kicked me out of the house and it was because i got raped when i was only 14 and i ended up getting pregnant and i was pretty upset about it but i was actually really upset at the fact that my mom was sitting there and not supporting me through this whole thing she is my mother ." I dont know what to say about that so i just say " i am here for you whenever you need me i will be right here through everything dont worry baby im not gonna let anything happen "

Kanesha's P.O.V:

" i am here for you whenever you need me i will be right here through everything dont worry baby im not gonna let anything happen" as soon as carter says that i start lifting up my sleeve am I seriously about to do this show carter all my scars and all my recent cuts . " carter just promise you will still love me if you see this i dont wanna lose you ?" he looks at me and says " whatever it is we can work through it together dont worry i will love you forever and always." well i lift up my sleeve and show carter my scars just as shawn walks in and shawn picks me up and hugs me " dont ever do that again kanesha we all love you if you wanna do that you take my wrist and cut as many times as you would yourself !" i looked right at him and said " I couldn't hurt you like that !" shawn looks right at me and says " now do you understand everything ?" i say " yea i do "

( a/n : sorry if you guys cut i just wanted to spice it up a bit and im sorry if this is any offense to you )