Should I feel this bad

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You woke up to the sound of banging soon you realised your feet and arms were tied to a chair and it was pitch black except the light just above you but it wasn't very bright. your anxiety was really bad it felt like you were going to be sick. A figure came towards you soon you could make out who it was ... that boy Finn from the park.
"What the fuck let me go you psycho"
"I wouldn't talk to me like that sweetheart"
"Don't call me that LET ME GO YOU FUCKING BASTARD"
He slapped you across the face you were about to cry when he leaned closer to you and said in your ear
"Now if you disrespect me like that again I will shoot you do you understand"he pulled out a gun and loaded it. You nodded you were about to burst out crying.
"Why am I here"
"To help me"
"With what"
"Killing people"
"W-what"
"You hear princess"
"Why me,who do I have to kill,I can't even load a gun,I just wanna go home"you started talking and asking questions till he put his finger on your lips.
"Don't worry about that I can teach you but .. your coming with me either way so you can help me or die"
"I'll help"
"Grate so who do u hate the most"
"Violet lee"
"Ah I've seen here before a cocky bitch isn't she"
"How do u know her"
"You don't need to know that, do u know where she lives"

-flashback-

You were outside violets house for her 13th party you walk inside and everyone is laughing at you she told u it was a costume party that she was dressing up and Cinderella. You came as the little mermaid. It wasn't a fancy dress party she tricked you they all had skin tight dresses on. You burst out crying and ran out

"Yes I do know where she lives"
"Good let's go"
"Wait what are we gonna do"
"Teach her a lesson"
You didn't want to do this but u had no choice tbh
You arrived at the house the plan was u would knock on the door (you knew her parents weren't in cause their cars weren't there)and say u needed to give her some notes cause the teacher rang up and gave you her address you would ask to go to her bedroom and lock the door then you would open the window next to the tree and let Finn in and then he can do whatever it is he is doing.
So you did exactly that when Finn got in the room with the gun she started to cry I felt bad
"Why do u bully y/n" he said to violet
"I don't know she's just ugly an-"
He shot the gun and grabbed my hand we had to go before the cops got here Finn had also broke the cctv cameras a few hours before we came so no one would see us.we got in the car and he started driving
"I can't believe we - well you just killed my bully also where are we going"
"Far away from here were never coming back"
"What about my friends and family"
"Do u want to die or not"
"What about clothes and food an-"
"When were safe we will go shopping"
You just nodded what the fuck have I gotten into
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