Gemma's POV:
I'm nervous , it's the first week of school at my new college , and being a first year really makes things even harder.
After my last breakup I've decided to become independent in life , I don't care what happens to me . as long as my heart and soul are still healthy , I'm okay with that .
Love is annoying. Connections are meaningless .
It might seem wrong , but for me that's fine . I don't care .
I'm tired and refreshed at the same time . I dunno what to do.
Standing outside my college dorm's door , which I couldn't have the courage to open , I felt even more nervous.
"well this sucks " I muttered as I knocked lightly on the door .
...... no answer , as I expected .
Having a big imagination sucks..
I pulled out the key to my room and got in .
It's kinda nice living in a different place . spending 18 years in one place would drive a normal person crazy .
Or maybe I am crazy and that's why I endure it ?...
I dunno , anyways ,back to business .
I put my notebook in my backpack , with some pens and pencils .
"Oh , I forgot my phone" I said as I began searching for it .
It was under my pillow , I grabbed it and stared ..
It's been 6 month since my breakup . maybe I should have apologized instead of running away.
It's not that I didn't want him anymore , it's just that I think he deserves someone better .
No one would be in love with a girl who over-reacts and daydreams all the time..
That would drive them nuts , I know I do.
Anyways , gonna be late , I have to go.
As I exited my room and locked it , I saw my next door neighbor .
She smiled at me , I wanted to greet her but no words came out of my mouth ,so I just nodded, and she did the same.
I'm glad she understands , after all ,I'm bad with words..
Gonna be laaaate.... Gemma , get your self moving....
Alright alright ...
... I kinda like talking to myself ,it makes me feel at ease .
Exiting the dorms building , I took a deep breath and looked at the sky ..
It's still autumn , a great season , cold and hot , windy and calm , sunny and rainy .
Just like my feelings ..
" hey hey Gemma , good morning !! , you gonna be late if you don't hurry ~ ! "
I turned around to find a blondie waving her hand at me , I recognized her as one of the students in the same major that I'm in , but I couldn't remember her name...
"uhh , yeah , thanks for reminding me .."
" no problem ,if we had time I could talk more with you , but we gotta hurry or prof is gonna be mad at us !"
" yup , you're right ,let's go"
Walking , or should I say Running , I reached my college's main door .
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