My Love For You Was Always Real, Jeremy

I own nothing from The Vampire Diaries, This is however my own version of the whole Beremy clash and I'll mix the story around a little and probably change some of the events around to fit it in with the rest of the story. Not sure how many chapters I'll just keep going until I feel it is finished. This is my first and I would appreciate if I could get some Reviews, Thanks guys! =]

Chapter 1 - The Attraction.

Jeremy's point of view:

There she stood, the girl of my dreams or should I say witch.. Bonnie Bennett. Her caramel toned and curvy body stood in front of me with her hands tenderly placed on her curvy hips. I reached into the medical cabinet as Bonnie watched with a worried but annoyed expression on her beautiful face. Even though she was one year older than me I couldn't help but take in her caring look. But it soon disappeared after I covered up the two fang-like holes in my neck with a band aid. After a silence she spoke. "What were you thinking Jer?" Bonnie quietly said, I sighed "I didn't want you to get hurt Bonnie, I can't lose you". Bonnie look intrigued as she took a step closer "You can't feel that way about me Jeremy, you're Elena's little brother. I've known you forever". "No" I quickly said, Bonnie looked puzzled "What?" I looked into her green eyes, they were magnificent. "Don't act like this is one sided Bon. I know you feel the same way but you won't admit it because I'm your best friends little brother" I stepped closer and smelled her coconut lavender perfume, I could feel my knees grow weaker by the smell of my sister's best friend in front of me..I felt love sick.

Bonnie's point of view:

I knew where this headed, I stared into his big caramel eyes and saw him ruffle his chocolate colored hair..Damn, he was so cute..so grown up. I tried to think of reasons why we shouldn't kiss but I looked him over, he had grown into this sweet guy. We now stood inches away from the moment I had been waiting for since the Masquerade Ball. The kiss..he stroked my cheek and I actually let him. Just as I closed my eyes, I could feel his breath not even an inch away. "I..I can't" I cried out as I could feel Jeremy back away, I opened my eyes. I wanted to kiss him so badly, I just wanted his shady pink lips locked onto mines forever. But then I remembered..Elena. What would she think, would she hate me for trying to get in to her brothers boxer shorts? Truthfully I wanted to, I had dreamed about it the night before. I saw Jeremy waiting for an explanation. "I just can't Jer, what would Elena think..I'm sorry" I brushed past Jeremy feeling the warmth of his skin through his loose shirt made me go mad, why did I have to ruin it. I headed for the back door, I turned for one last look. Jeremy hadn't said a word, I was worried..Had he just given up on me or was he in so much pain?

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I wanted to turn back straight away, I knew I had to explain to him why..but truthfully I had no answer. I quickly jumped in my car, as soon as I took one last look at the Gilbert house before I knew it I was in tears, I truly loved him..but in order to keep him safe he had to be as far away from me as possible. The whole supernatural thing was gruesome and I wanted Jeremy my Jeremy to be safe. Even though I explained everything bad about witchcraft Jeremy still wouldn't leave my side and I needed that. I truly had no idea what I was going to do, What could I do? I set off for home, my eyes still watery.

Jeremy's point of view:

After washing my face with the face towel that I found in Elena's room I ran my hand through it and smelled a familiar scent..Coconut Lavender. I found a tag with a name on it, it read..Bonnie . I knew it, it must have been left from the last Elenarolinnie sleepover. I had to return it. I threw on a loose tank top, pair of slacks and my black converse. Bonnie had a matching pair, I wore them everyday in memory of her. When I got to the porch of the Gilbert family house, I found myself sprinting in the direction of the Bennett house hold. It was cold and very wet outside, by the time I was in front of the Bennett door I was soaking right through. The rain was too heavy, I didn't care. He had to explain to Bonnie what had happened earlier, I had no idea of what to say when I knocked on the door. There was no way back now.