It's Always Me
I waited in JJ's room. We were gonna discuss what to do about Simon and Josh.Josh- He was taking Simon away from me.
Simon- He was letting Josh do anything to him.I have loved Simon for a while now, only JJ and Ethan have known. The two people who were probably the worst people to tell. I'm surprised they hadn't told anyone, or skitted me for liking another dude.
"So, what about we get them as far apart as possible?" JJ said.
"How'd we do that?" I asked.
"Uh... I dunno."
"Dude. Why do you care so much? Maybe soon they'll hate each other!" Ethan whisper-shouted.
Which gave me an idea.
"Let's spread rumors to them, both." I said.The guys agreed. By that, I meant: We'll make somethings up about each of them, then tell some to the other. That'd get them to not like each other, or go a completely different way, but I highly doubt that.
We sat there, thinking of what we could say, until Simon came in.
My Simon walked over to me and sat down, wiping his eyes.
Had he been crying?
"Hey, Simon!" Ethan cheered.
"Hey." He said back.
"Where's Josh?" I asked.
"I dunno, asleep?" He said, questioningly.
I knew what was up, I could hear them.
It was, weirdly, a nice thing to listen to. I know, that's weird. It was more hearing that Simon would do it with another guy.JJ and Ethan left us to be alone, so I could make my move.
"So, how've you been?" I asked. STUPID QUESTION!
"Good, you?"
"Good, good."
Great. I made it awkward, plus he's sitting right next to me! Which makes it really awkward.I looked at him, seeing that he had a hickey on his neck, from Josh. That made me mad.
Simon was mine, and from then on, I won't be able to see Josh in the same way.
"Something wrong?" He asked, noticing that I was staring.
"N-No, nothing."
I was too afraid to do what I wanted, but I did anyway.
I took his hand in mine, then sat on his lap, facing him.
"H-Harry, what are you doing?" He, kind of, shouted. Our eyes were locked in each other's. I thought it was time, so I did... I kissed him.
I didn't want to know what'd happen next, as long as it was good.
Simon wrapped his arms around my neck, kissing back, fiercely. I slipped my arms under his shirt, lifting it up.
I wanted to go much further, but I was pulled off by someone. Josh. I looked back, scared. I noticed Simon was a little scared, too.
"No." Was all he said, before pulling Simon's hand and walking off.I blew it. I could've been smart about it, and just told him that I loved him, more than Josh does and ever will.
I Blew My Chance With The Man Of My Dreams... I'm Scared... Help...
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Perfect Together!? (MiniMerkaaH7 FF) (Discontinued)
FanfictionA book about MiniMerkaaH7, cause it's my favourite ship of all time and I love them both! ^•^ A romantic drama type book... HOPE YOU ENJOY! ^-^