The FEELINGS i Had

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HAIMEE...

Iam now in  my Condo.. Thinking
Why do i still love Him?
When I got all the REASONS to hate him

Galit ang mga Kuya ko sakanya wanna know why?

I'll answer that question with a Question

How would you feel if you got cheated in a Relationship?

It Hurts, It will break your Heart

Then you'll FORGIVE you will give HIM another CHANCE

Then He cheated AGAIN for the SECOND time

How would you feel?

You'll start to ask him why?
You'll start to ask yourself why?
Then you start to break not only your heart but also your Identity

Then you ACCEPT him Again and Give him a Chance

Your relationship is doing good
For 2 year's you haven't see him doing something that will damage yung meron kayo ngyon

He even offered to Marry you

Then for the F**KING 3 time he CHEATED

You don't ask him why
You don't ask him if he still love you

What you ask is...

Am I not enough?
What did i do wrong?
How can i be enough?
What will happen to us?
What about the promise?
And alot more... Destructive question

Question that destroy YOU as a Person

You start to lose your sense of value
You lose yourself

Now I'm asking my self  WHY? After all this years
Why? Do this heart of mine still has HIM

BAKIT? yan ang tanong na napaka hirap sagutin
Bakit lahat ng BAKIT sa love mahirap sagutin?

Alam ko na Sila Kuya they care and they are just protective kase alam nila at para sakanila SOBRA NA yung sakit na dinanas ko sakanya

Galit sila sakanya kse Nasaktan niya ko
But I'm fine now I'm back in tract
But I know I'm not yet whole
I can't be with him?

Still asking that...... 👆

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 12, 2019 ⏰

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