Chapter 8: Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

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by StarkidLuna

by StarkidLuna

And we're not speaking

Luna walked into the Library they had free time and she used this for studying. It was one of her favorite places. It was busy with all 7th years. She spotted a open spot but it had Neville at the table by Ginny, Harry, Hermione and Ron.

Neville looked at Luna, and Luna looked at Neville. They healed eyed contact for a little bit then both looked away.

Luna looked for the a far away table safe from anyone. There was one table her favorite really. It was hidden from few so nobody would be there. Luna took her set.

Maybe I should go talk to him she thought sadly as she put her books down and pulled out empty parchment.

Luna didn't know what she would say anyways and not like they wanted to talk to each other. She never thought this would happen between them but it did.

And I'm dying to know, is it killing you

Like it's killing me

Neville looked to where Luna sat down. She was now writing on parchment her eyes didn't held the same spark,she didn't look the same and he felt like he was the one who did that to her. He should of told her the truth the honest truth about them. He wanted her to be his girlfriend.

But now he had to screw that up and now he had to do something but he never had a girlfriend before how in Merlin pants was this going to work between them.

It was killing Neville, right now he wanted to run and gave Luna a kiss and tell her that he loved her forever and for always but there was that stupid wall that was put up and it was his fault.

He wondered if she felt the same?

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

Hermione, Ron, Harry and Ginny looked between their friends. The sad looks both on Luna's and Nevilles faces. They both look like they need to sleep and look like they had a good cry.

They also knew that because of what happen both Luna's and Nevilles bravery went down a hole lot and most likely were afraid to trust each other, mostly on Luna's part. They wished they could get their friends to see that they were made for each other.

They didn't like to see their friends go through this. Both of them suffered a losses in their families. (Neville's parents being in St. Mungos and of course Lunas's).

They wanted their friends back to same old Luna and Neville. They miss when they would all hang out together and everything seemed okay. When they would laugh and smile. It was nice to see their friends happy.

You couldn't really be happy with the war going on. Now that the war was done, everyone could get back to their life's or rebuilt it. Luna and Neville had each other and they were hoping that they would never end.

They felt like they had to do something.

Luna's Pov.

If He only knew that I still loved him. That I didn't want this to end but I guess he was happy with Hannah. Or Maybe he wasn't. Why int he nargles was this so confusing?

I wish my mom was here. Most mothers give their daughters advice on this stuff.

I look down to my parchment to see tears. I closed my eyes. Please don't cry she thought. I want to go through at least one day with out crying please.

Neville's Pov.

I looked down at my half written Transfiguration Essay. I needed to focus. I want to get through this and then many become a Professor or something. But I can't stop thinking about Luna.

It was hard he wanted to say he was sorry Heck he would say sorry every time he saw her. He would go with her and go find nargles if only he could be with her again.

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

The Stuff of Luna and Neville looked like it was going down hill and fast. If they would both see what's it doing to both of them. Maybe it would work. But Who Knows, I guess You have to wait.

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