you saved me (under a Cascade of stars) kellin Quinn love story

being a lady

When we got home me and kellin decided to go to bed because we're both tired.
"Miranda?" Kellin asked.
"Yes?"
"Umm, I'll sleep on the floor."he said.
"No your sleeping by me!" I commanded.
"Okay" he laughed.
When kellin got on the bed, I snuggled up to his chest and soon fell asleep.
*NEXT DAY!*
Miranda's pov
I woke up around 10am and kellin was already up and down stairs. I walk to the bathroom and pee. I look down and sighed "well isn't this fucking great!" I was on my period! I hate them!!!!
I didn't have anything to use so.i used toilet paper and went down stairs.
I sat down and put my knees to my chest. The cramps are so bad!
"Aww Miranda are you okay?" Mike put his hand on me.
"DONT FUCKIN TOUCH ME!" I yelled.
"Damn what's got you all mad?" Mike asked.
I ignored him.
"I fixed burritos here Miranda." Jamie had a plate with a burrito on it.
"Im not hungry." I said.
"Come on it's good."Jamie protested.
"I said IM NOT HUNGRY GOSH!" I began to cry.
"Miranda don't get mad when i ask you this." Vic said. I just nodded.
"Are you on your umm period??" Ne quietly asked.
"Y-yes." I cried damn these cramps are bad and also my mood swings are.
"I'll be back guys!" Kellin left.
I just sat there letting the cramp pass.
All the sudden Myra opens the door.
"Hi baby!" She ran to Vic. Ughh kill me! I hate her and I don't know why Vic dates her i mean I'm not jealous or anything it's just I hate her because at school she's a bitch.
"Hi fre- i mean Miranda." She calls me freak at school.
I ignored her.
"Damn you look like shit!" Myra said.
"Leave me alone!" I spat.
"It's her time of the month." Jamie said.
"Wow Jamie, can't you shut the hell up!?" I yelled.
30 MINUTES LATER.
"I'm back!" Kellin came through the front door.
"Here ya go Miranda."he handed me a bag with tampons, pads, chocolate, and a chocolate rose,and some Tylenol.
"Awwe thanks kells."
I ran to the bathroom and used the things kellin got me.
"Guys I'm sorry for being mean."I said.
"It's okay we understand." They all laughed except tony.
I decided it was time to tell him.
"Tony can we talk?" I asked.
"Sure." He got up and followed me to his room.
"So tony remember about a year ago when we took each others virginity?" I was staling out.
"Yeah?" He looked confused.
"Well I got pregnant, and the baby died because James punched my stomach and when I called 911 he locked me in tbe closet. I'm so sorry, there was nothing I could do." I began to cry.
Tony pulled me into a hug."it's okay. I should have never broke up with you." He began to cry.
We sat there and cried for a while.
"Your not mad?" I asked.
"Oh I'm not mad at you just James and I'm gonna kill that bastard!" He looked mad. Well he was mad!
"Let's go back down stairs and hang out it's okay." He hugged me once more and we went down stairs.
Vic looked at me and nodded.
When we got down stairs Andy,cc,Ashley,jinxx,and Jake was down stairs.
"Holy shit hey!" I was so happy I mean I'm meeting the fucking black veil brides!
"We've met before, are you okay?" Andy asked.
"Oh um we've met?" I asked.
"Hell yeah your a total rebel when you skated off of the bar!" Jinxx said.
"Yeah you was wearing a tight black dress." Ashley said.
"Ofcourse you remember what she was wearing." Jake laughed.
"Anyway your really cool!" Cc said.
"Thanks." I blushed.
They all got up and hugged me. I ft as if I was in heaven.
"Okay guys who wants to play truth or dare?"cc yelled.
We all got in a circle and waited for cc.
"Ok little rebel hmmm truth or dare?" Cc asked.
"Dare! Duhh." I smiled.
I leaned over and he whispered"I dare you to take tony in the closet for ten minutes." Cc whispered.
"What! I can't do that!" I whisper shouted.
"It's a dare and aren't you a little rebel?" He asked.
"Ughhh fine. Comon tony." I grabbed him by his wrist. And pulled him into the hall closet.
"So this is weird." I laughed.
"You wanna play a game?" Tony giggled.
"Ofcourse." I rolled my eyes.
"Ok sassy pants, well the game is who can keep a straight face the whole time, while saying dumb things. Loser has to do what ever the winner says." He said.
"Hahaha I'm a turdle doodoodoodoo." I said with a straight face.
"Im Miranda and once I fell of a skateboard because I was sksksks drunk!" Tony said.
I cracked a smile. I couldn't resist!
"Ha loser hmmm what will I have you do." He thought.
"Ohh i know you have to kiss me." He smirked.
"No! Tony don't do this we can't." I was getting pissed. We were having a great time untill this.
"C'mon...ohh I know what this is about." He got closer. I could smell the alcohol. Hes drunk! Damn hes mean when he's drunk.
"What?" I asked actually not knowing what he meant.
"You love kellin." He pinned me against the wall.
"Ouch my wrist." I tried to get away.
"That's it! That's the reason. Your in love with kellin!" Tony shouted.
"yes I do love kellin." I blushed.
"Get with him." He said.
"What?" I asked confused and shocked at his words.
"Get with him, i mean you deserve someone who actually loves you. I did love you but not now."he sternly said.
"What you-you don't love me anymore? Not even as friends?" I felt the hot steamy tears burn my eyes.
"I hate you, you killed my kid!" He shouted.
"You k ow I did everything for the baby you know I did! You bastard! You know what I still love you and even though you broke my heart I still fucking love you and sometimes even miss us! But I know all you wanted was sex!" Tears falling down my face, i opened the door and ran out the front door.
Fuck him! Ges no good anyway! He hates me. I cried even more so I sat on the porch swing amd balled my eyes out.
"Haha see you little slut you gave him his sex!" Katie said.
"Now's not the time." I said.
"It never is. But are you in pain? He hurt you baby girl didn't he."
I nodded my head.
"I know a way to ease the pain." Katie sounded nice for once.
"How?" I asked.
"Cut." Is all she said.
"But I promised kellin and everyone else I wouldn't." I wiped my tears away.
"And they all don't care, i mean they lied. Remember when to Tony said he loved you? He lied because your a slut! Go to the bathroom! Now!" She yelled.
I got up and went to the bathroom.
"Grab a razor." She commanded.
I did as she said.
"Now since your stupid and broke your wrist and already have stitches on your stomach, cut your legs."katie said.
"ok..."
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Seven cuts.
Everything got better, Katie stopped talking to me and my only pain was in my leg. I just sat there waiting for the blood to stop.