A thin line between LOVE and HATE -One Direction-

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Amanda's POV
I was walking on the side walk, waiting for Harry to catch up him being as slow as ever. What should I say? How was your day so far? No that's lame his day just started.

"Where are we headed?" Harry asked

"Good question I'll let you know when I think if something." He just chuckled shaking his head slightly. I feel so, so I'm not sure awkward I guess. It's not the same it was when we could talk for hours on end and never get bored of each other. Now it's just 'hey' 'hi' 'how are you' 'good you' 'good thanks' *awkward silence*

"Umm how do you feel about the park?" Harry asked casually.

"Works for me." Once again the park. We just went there, although I really can't complain I don't have any better ideas.

When we got to the park we just sat on a bench and were quit for maybe 5 minutes give or take a few.

"You know it doesn't have to be like this." He said looking at the big tree we use to sit under and hang out before, before we got to this. Harry was right it doesn't have to be this weird.

"I know, your right I-I miss the days when we could just talk and talk and talk" I said before pausing for a second. "I think it's me, just that you asked me out, then I said no, then we talked, but I don't think we said everything we needed to say" I continued my voice getting softer at the end.

"Yeah, I should have kept my mouth shut then we would still be laughing and happy instead of quiet and uncomfortable"

"No, no Harry don't think that. I'm glad you told me how you feel and I very much appreciate it" He scoffed before muttering a low 'I don't.'

"I just, I just have to ask, but why did you ask ME out. Honestly you can basically have anyone you want, but you asked me out. Why?"

"Why not" he retaliated quickly.

"Come on Harry don't be so childish."

"I'm not being childish I'm being serious. I mean honestly I thought you liked me and I like you so why not"

"Well I don't know. You can have basically anyone you want and you asked me. That's crazy dude! Me!" I replied firmly

"You're so amazing and you're always happy and you make me happy so once again why not"

"I'm sorry but I can't answer that question" I said finishing the conversation. Why though just why he is Harry fucking Styles. HE asked ME out and I said NO. It's fine though because I have my reasons.