I live for the pain of others

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Hi guys!! Starting off my new book! Be warned some later chapters will have some pretty heavy abuse and torture included. I'll warn before those sections so you can skip if needed. Enjoy!!



Alex's Pov

The pain I feel haunts me everyday. I have moments where I manage to forget, only to be harshly drug back to reality when the stabbing pain in my heart returns and the difficulty breathing begins. I've felt this pain every day for 6 years now, usually multiple times a day. At first I though I would die from the pain, but as years went by I grew use to its presence. I used it to fuel my anger towards that backstabbing bitch that's causing all this, one day I'll get my revenge on her. Until then, I relieve my pain but causing others to suffer worse than me, even if it only works for a little while.

As I sit here behind my desk at the pack house I think of the last pack I slaughtered, some unknown little group living up in the mountains, barely 30 members made up their pack. I deliberately leave survivors when I attack, I love to see the pain as they see me slaughter their loved ones right before there eyes.

That was a few weeks ago now and I'm already getting restless, my wolf is hard to control these days,
His thirst for the blood of his mate drives him insane. 6 years and we still haven't found my traitor of a mate.  The time between me needing to let him loose on others is getting smaller and smaller. I hope my beta find her soon so justice can be sought against her. Even if that involves my hands around her throat. I smile imagining the look in her eyes as I kill her.

Kill her like she killed me. My heart is dead now, holding nothing but hatred. Its consumed me for so long I barely remember what it's like to be happy. My dreams of a future with my mate died along with my heart 6years ago.....all thanks to her.

"My office now hunter". I summon my beta through mind link.

He promptly enters my office "Yes alpha".

" Hunter you know your the only one around her who doesn't need to call me alpha. Now I need you to find someone for me to attack, my wolf is growing restless, I can't risk him being set loose on the pack". I inform him.

"Right away Alex".

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My beta is good at his job. Barely 6 hours later and here I stand bathed in the blood of others. The hysterical screaming music to my ears. Some in pain from their wounds, others over the loss of their loved ones. The rogues never knew what hit them. One minute they were preparing to invade a neighbouring pack, the next I was single handedly decimating their pack.

I give over control to my wolf  Vaughn when we do this, he goes into a complete state of bloodlust, nothing can stand in his way when he's like that. He's like a feral animal, the only person safe to be near me like this is Hunter.

Vaughn's  as damaged as I am now. At first he had hoped our mate didn't betray us, but as he felt the constant pain she caused us daily, he gave up that hope. He's barely spoken a word to me these past 6 years, too depressed and in too much pain. We use to be so close, talking everyday, we were best friends, just another thing she's made me suffer.

Looking our over the dead and injured brings me a sense of contentment, even if it won't last for long. Knowing that these people are now feeling as much pain as I am brings me joy. Why should they be aloud to be happy, but I'm sentenced to a life of pain from being mated to a traitor.

I turn and stalk away from the blood bath I've left in my wake.

I'm coming for you mate.

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