Angel wings

Letting go

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Ashley
Walking down the cold ally holding my little brother close to my chest hoping and praying that he would make it through the night. I was the only one that he has left and he was depending on me to take good care of him. Every since he was born our mother had abandoned him and left him in the hospital to die. He was born with a brain disease and my mother didn't want him because he wasn't going to live. The doctors said that in a hour or so he would be gone. Looking down in his eyes I could see his future he would make something of his self. He just has to make it for me he was my only hope to live to live my life. All my life I felt like I wasn't good enough till he was born he was my distraction from my life. I kept walking until I found an old apartment building I pushed through the boarded door and slid down the cold walls holding him close to me. I wrapped him in the the blankets so he would be comfortable and warm. Just be looking at him I began to cry out and pleading to god to let him make it he just has to.
" Dear Heavenly Father I live alone stay by our side in all our daily needs be thou our guide. Grant my little brother health for that I indeed pray to carry on for that I pray from this day on. Keep his mind in peace and his thoughts and his every needs let him be kind and love able spare him from death from the flood and from the evil ones for this I pray in your name Amen". I began to cry even more as I finished praying and thanking him for his works. I was tired of living this kind of life but I couldn't give up now it wasn't my time or his we would make it through this we just has to and we will. The storm will be over for us soon will we escape from it. It was easy to believe for us to move on from this cold life that we was in. We will find comfort and love if we just keep moving on and push through all the pain. I closed my eyes and as sleep took over and begin to dream how life would be for us and at that moment I decide to let go of everything and put it in the arms of the angels and god himself. It was the best thing for us of letting go.

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