DNA will save the race

house talk

there was a knock at the front door...

jack opens the door to find an awkward carter....

"hey carter"

sam smiles...

"Hey sir"

jack moves to the side ... to let her in...

sam walks to the lounge room ...

"hey, carter would you like a drink?"

"um yeah sure.. what you have..."

"I have beer .... water .... more beer..."

carter laughs.. and smiles.

"water would be good thanks...."

he nods... and then leaves to get the water...

sam walks around the room.... 

{sams POV}

as I look around this room .. I didn't really notice much.... apart of the Simpsons DVD and beer.... but I feel an empty ness .... like something is missing .. or someone.... I think about charlie and jack and how their relationship was... and what kinda father jack was.... then i wonder if i could ask him about charlie ... or was it just to hurtfull to think about...

jack walks back in the room with a glass of water...

"Whatcha think about"

I jump and trun around ... and take the glass.

"thank you sir"

"I didn't mean to scare you"

"oh no it's ok I was in deep thought"

"so are u going to tell me what you were thinking about?"

i look at him.. with worry .. i know that we are here to talk... but the more i think the more im scared"

jack walks up to me ... and takes my hand and leads me to the lounge

"carter stop overthinking and just tell me what wrong"

he is still holding my hand ... i look up at him...

"I don't know what to say.. we have already said yes, so I don't know what else to talk about"

jack look's up at me

"carter there is still a lot to talk about, I know that we said yes but there is still "US" we need to talk about, and how this is going to affect sg.1 "

I just look back down to our hands

"carter look at me"

I look up just a little

"I know that your scared"

I cut him off

"of cause I'm scared, aren't you? sir our hole life is going to be effected our team our careers, EVERY THING!"

I scream as I let go of his hand, I didn't mean to scream but I'm so scared, I don't know if my feeling is clouding my judgment or something else

"carter of cause I'm scared, but we are doing this for Thor remember .. to help them survive"

"I know I know, I think I just need a second to breath, my brain is every where, my emotions are every where, I just need a minute"

"how about we just stop and order some food huh?.... how does that sound?"

I nod "yeah that's sounds good"

he looks at me "yeah ok you stay here and breath and I will go and get food... ok"

i look up "yeah ok"...

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thank you for waiting 2 years I really am sorry... I just haven't found the urge to wright.. and TBH I don't know where to even go with this story... and it might sound different because its been awhile since I wrote I will try my best to finish this story.... sorry again

oh and p.s thank you for staying with me this far :3 and reading my fanfic :3