LONELY (13)

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I sat at the cafeteria alone drinking from my cup of duffer with my eyes fixed on the crystalline spyglass. Taking notice of every passersby as I awaited my datenight, I had on my preferred top with a blue jean as usual, it was more like a casualdate

I sat looking pretty, but then the amount of makeups I had on, wasn't enough to cover my pathetic face

The past few days of my life has been nothing but a pathetic one. still to me like it was just an hour ago when Emily said right back at me in tears

we were done being friends.....

it was more like a joke until I heard she'd left southside for good

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"Emily wait ....please give me a chance to explain" I ran after her

"What exactly, how hard do you want to try to qwen"

"I wasn't going to, it was more like he talked me into it" I managed to say

"fuck you qwen....you shouldn't have, I wouldn't have" she yelled

"Why is this a big deal?... I couldn't fight it even if I'd tried to. You're not even together"

"Its obvious I still love him and you know it, why snitch on me then"

"I was trying to be......" I startled

"No!!.... let me tell you what it was. You don't care about anyone but you qwen" she left

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I was ready to get things right , I was ready to do things the right way, date the right way , love the right way , and even have sex the right way. Maybe Emily was right, it has always been about me and I've never gotten it all right, not for ones.

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