The truth about her

The girl behind the phone

So my story begins in the room of 17 year old Daisy Parks. She lives a strange double life it's hard for her to be her self so in the real world she is Daisy and online she is Bubblegum.
Her life has always been horrible being bullied right from elementary school till her current class as a sophomore.
But I think it will be much better if she said her mind.

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Hi am Daisy Parks and am a victim of mass bulling at school I was body shamed for being too thin my life was a horrid mess all my friends back then in middle School were everything I always wanted to be but I was nothing like I wanted.
I tried everything eating alot weight gain pills you name it I tried it but this summer has a lot in store for me cause I guess this has been my summer.

So I have a double life and it sucks I can't be the real me to guys I meet online it hurts.
So today is Monday the last Monday of summer holiday I am on my bed talking to some dude who lives in Paris.

"So bubblegum are u going to tell me ur real name "says the French guy over the phone I keep forgetting his name.

"We talked about this you Know I can't do that it private"
I say in lusty voice.

"So can I get a pic of you in full, I want to see what all of you looks like." He says. I hate this part of the conversation am not even ready.

"Look I'll call you back ok I have stuff to do" I say and end the call before he can reply. I stand up from my bed and head over to my dressing room and then I get myself a joggers and a pair of Vans shoes

I change into the joggers and wear my cropped hoodie can I take my iPhone and call my best friend Janet.

"Hey Janet where you at" I ask her over the phone.
"I'm at Cody's you want to come over the guys and having a drink and it's going to be fun"
Says Janet.

I really don't want to be around people but it's a back to school week party so yh.

"Sure Janet am on my way". I say
So I hang up and then take my air pods and blast Alan walker as I walk to Cody's house I would have used my car but I need fresh air.

To be very honest am scared of resuming cause my other years in school have been horrible.

I have been the butt of everyone's jokes I have been majorly insulted bullied used and it's been a scary last few years .

As I make my way to Cody's driveway I hear loud music and yelling when I get to the door I ring the door bell . Just then Andrea opens the door. She is wearing a short shorts and a black crop top. Ugh slut.

"Oh look what the cat dragged in"
She drawls.

She was my main bully to put it like that she made my life a living hell in private tho cause we have the same circle of friends so she really can't do anything so open.

"I really don't have time for u right now Andrea". I say in a tired voice and push past her into the house.

"Oh look it's Daisy" yells Cody
"Daisy Daisy Daisy "they all begin to yell.
I turn to see Andrea giving me cold stares uh oh.
I make my way to Janet.

"Daisy baby how are u "she yells over the loud music.
"I thought you weren't going show up so how's the business going "she says winking at me.

"It's cool bringing in cash as usual but the French guy is refusing to pay until I show him all of me so yeah am trying to get through that". I say

"So what about you?" I ask her.

"You missed a great game of Truth or Dare" she giggles .
Am so happy I did cause it makes no sense the dares are too bleh
The truth is to personal so I can't am not so bold but the other girls are bold asf but no no I can't.

Thank God I missed I say with a sigh and a smile on my face.

"So spatula how did u spend your summer I was glad I didn't see your flat self around these parts" says Andrea as she catwalks her way to us.

"Well am glad I didn't see your sluty self either trust me". I stand roling my eyes.

"Beat it slut "says Janet before Andrea can react. Andrea stumps away like a little baby.

"Hey Daisy" says Zachery Adams. Zachery Adams is the hottest boy at school and one of the populars I have had a crush on him since forever and it's hard being me cause he goes for well thick girls.

"Would you mind if I danced with Janet". He says with a smile. Why did I think he was going to say anything to me.

"Not at all you have fun ok" I say looking down.
"I think am gonna pass Zachery" says Janet. I am thankful she did that but am not a jealous friend. So I push Janet to Zachery.

"Go have fun Jan it's cool" I say and smile at her.
She smiles back and follows him
Just then Cody seats by my side.

"Hey Daiiiiissssssy "he drawls. Ok he is drunk very drunk.

"Hi Cody" I say.

"Can I ki.......ss yoou" he says then laughs.

"Me" I ask shocked Cody also bullies me alot but he claims it is all fun and shit.

"I ... Don't think so Cody are you ok". I ask

"Yh am cool I wanna kiii...sss you" he says. Um well he is drunk and we'll he won't remember but nah I can't then he holds my face and leans in.

What the flying fuck my heart is pounding and I can't deal should I also lean in this is scary.
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Author's note ~~~
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