Will You Be My Infinity ?

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Flashback
~ High school years......
"Okay class.
Everyone is required to come here in front and present your drawing regarding of what you want to become in the future.
Let's start with Anthony."

"I want to become a Doctor someday because I want to cure all the pain that makes the patient suffer and I want to make them feel how wonderful life is. That's all."

"Very good.
Next is Lexxine."

I sigh before coming in front.
I have no guts to show to them my drawing.
But this is all I wanted.
Bahala na.

"Hahahaha"

As expected.

"I- I want to become a model someday. Ramp model to be exact."

"Sa lampa mong yan nangangarap ka pang maging ramp model?"

"Oo nga, ipapahiya mo lang ang sarili mo. Baka matumba ka lang dun at pagtawanan pa."

"Hahaha.. Tama ka dyan."

I really envy those people who was born physically stable, healthy and free.
No appointments every weekend at the hospital.

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College years....
"Diba siya yung nag audition para sa runway show ?"

"Yes, siya nga.
No wonder kung bakit di siya nakuha.
Tingnan mo nga yung suot at ayos niya."

"Nangangarap pa talagang maging model."

"Oo nga. Baka puro kabaduyan lang ang ituro niyan kapag nakapasok sa Fashion Industry."

"Yeah right. Let's go."

What's wrong with them ?
Lahat na lang ba mali para sa kanila?
Mali ba ang mangarap?
Mali bang umpisahan ang gusto mong gawin?
What's the point of dreaming if you don't give it a try ?

What's below and above me is not important.
The most important thing is what's inside me and that is the positivity that I can make my dream come true.

I just texted my boyfriend.
"Hey babe.
Let's have lunch."

"Ok."
he replied.

What's this feeling that something not so good will happen.
No. no.
I'm just stressed.

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11:00 am at the Cafeteria

"Have a sit."

"Thanks. Kanina ka pa ba ?"

"No. I just came here few minutes before you arrive."