We drive into a large grey gate which has really ancient walls that are kinda creepy. As soon as we find a parking space we walk out and stand in front of a large building that has WSU at the top of it. The site of all this makes me want to throw up in my mouth a little but I decide against it. We immediately walk in and we are directed to the Dean's office. We walk in and my sister sits in the chair in front of his desk. He appears to be very scary, he has a large beard and is wearing a black suit with his tie tightened all the way up to his neck, just like the villains from those mafia movies. After what seems like forever my sister finally finishes her conversation with the 'mafia boss' Dean. He looks away from my sister and focuses his eyes on me with a big smile on his face, he welcomes me and walks us out.
"Your in room number is C35." She says to me trying to hold back her tears.
"Well......let's go find it then." I say awkwardly not really sure of what to do in this kind of situation.
"Let's go." she adds.
We walk down the hall as she explains the do's and donts of college. We walk up to a room that has C35 written on it.
"C35 we're here."
We walk into the room and it's completely empty, well except for what looks like a pile of clothes on the bed with some books on it and some of them on the floor.
"Your room mate seems like a real clean freak to me." Stacy says and we both burst into laughter.
"The time I'm leaving is when you decide to start learning jokes of this century, not cool." I say to her with glossy eyes. The moments in my life when I cry are very rare and are mostly spent with my sister. I'm starting to feel like this is one of those moments.
"Well then it's a good thing you're leaving right, you anyway never liked my old school mannerisms." Not exactly.
"Who said I never liked them." they're what make her special. Even if they're a little irritating at times I wouldn't have her any other way.
This is it, I can't hold my tears any longer as I break down into a teary mess and before I know it both my sister and I are sitting on the floor hugging each other while crying our eyes out. We must look so stupid right now. But I really don't care I'm going to miss her and I'm really scared right now so this is the best option.
After about ten minutes of crying and saying what were going to miss about each other we finally pull ourselves together and get up off of the floor. We look at each other and hug again. This has to be the most emotional moment of my life. When we break away from our hug she gives me a weak smile, then helps me put my things in order so that I don't work too much. When we're done, I walk her to the car.
"Do you think I'll fit in here." I finally say, feeling a small burden lift off my chest.
"Of course you will. Don't think too much and just enjoy it. Study hard work even harder and most importantly enjoy it, not too much but make sure you enjoy every single moment of it, OKAY."
"Okay, I'll really miss you, things won't be the same without you" they really won't. Everything will feel so foreign and new, they really is nothing fun about being the new kid.
"Things won't be the same without you either the house will feel so lonely and empty without you. I will really miss you. But don't worry too much about me okay I'll be fine." I don't think I can make that promise, I'll obviously worry.
"Only if you promise not to worry too much about me either." I say even though I know that's far from possible, she worries about anything.
"How can I possibly make that promise I love you way too much to not worry about you even for a second."See!! She says to me with a baby face.
"And I love you, so if you're allowed to worry then so am I." Oh how I'll miss this.
"I'll miss you." she pulls me into her and hugs me so tight that in normal circumstances I would feel like I'm suffocating but right now it's what I really want and need, who knows when I feel her tight hugs again.
"I'll miss you too." they have been way too many I'll miss yous being said today.
"Okay let's not spend whole day standing here pouring out our emotions to each other, take extremely good care of yourself and be safe okay, and always remember that if anything bad happens you call me first okay." she warns.
"Okay I'll remember, I love you." I wonder who this I love you monster is cause it surely isn't me.
"And I love you, take care of yourself." she says and climbs into her car.
"You too, Bye." I'm not that good at goodbyes.
"Bye, I'll call you when I get there." she says and drives off waving goodbye.
"Please do." I wave goodbye to her as she drives out. Immediately she leaves the gate everything feels completely different. I rush back inside and spend the rest of my afternoon and part of my evening organising my things in my room, and everything actually feels...well fine. Until I realise its a communal bathroom. It angers me a little but I eventually give in. I take a bath and it's really not that bad. I go back to my room and find someone sleeping on the previously empty bed. I guess she's my roommate. I change up and see a text on my phone from my sister saying.
*I'm home. I'm a little tired so we'll talk tomorrow, can't wait to hear all
about your big day. Goodnight love you.**Love you too. Goodnight.* I text back, set an alarm and go to bed, I need to be well rested for the big day tomorrow.
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Gorgeous Dilemma
Teen FictionCamille Banks used to be a fun,loving, jovial, and very social person who loves no one more than her sister Stacy. But because of certain circumstances she lost someone who she never realized mattered to her more than she thought, she broke down and...