The Decision which leads us here.

Chapter 3

I didn't get to call Yuki the momment I reach S.Korea, I was so busy sleeping since I didn't get enough sleep in the plane. I called Mom first, saying how sorry I was,I told her that I didn't want to argue with stepmom about the tickect.

Mom's always been kind to me, she wishes me Happy Birthday and she'll send my present this week. Although what I want from her is for her to visit me, I don't need expensive gifts, -.- All I need was her. Mom and I didn't talked for a long time since she's busy, as soon as I closed the phone I type Yuki's number and called her.

Her line was busy. I decided to call her the next morning and left the room to buy some Korean Street Food^^ It's been so long,

since I ate this kind of food, to be honest if dad finds out about this I'd probably get scolde. I bought some ddobeokki, sundae and some sushi rolls I say, which they call it kimbab. Although it's hard to speak Korean I tried to remmember some words or try to google translate it up^^

I walked back to the hotel and crossed this huge building saying 'Big Hit Ent' on the wall, I also saw people mostly teenage girls waitting outside those buildings. They're probably the same age as me. You see, in S.Korea we have this big industry called Kpop its a music industry and most of the group here are split in 2 catogories.. One of them is the Girlband and the other one is the Boyband. I think you can all guess, that the 'girl band' contain girls, that are 16 above and the boy contain 'boys'. If you still don't understand what I'm sayin here, you can type it up in the internet.

Anyways back to reality, so I took a few steps away from all these group of girls when suddenly I heard huge scream of fangirls, or should I say screams of ants calling 'Oppa'. I turned my head to the source of the sound when suddenly, I saw 2 boys running towards me with bunch of fangirls screaming behind them, chasing those boys. My plastic bag full of food fell on the concrete as one of the boys took my hand and pull me with them. I ran and turn left, down the busy streets, bumping strangers. I could feel my heart race really fast and my stomache ache, so hard that I barely could breath. Before I relise it I reached a park. He let go of my hand and I was too busy trying to catch my own breath I didn't focus on their faces. I was about to yell at them when suddenly one of them said, Sorry, he said it with a straight-face, you know what I mean, that face when someone in your class wasn't paying any attention and then the teacher ask them question, that face! yeah that face! not to mention the other guy smiled at me with his innocent eye smile that was plastered on his silky skin. It seem like one of the guy spoke to me, but I just couldn't focus on them what so ever. Instead what I did was wave and took the taxi without answering his question or more like listen to his talk.

As soon as I reached the hotel, my battery was low and so I had to charge it. I went and charge my phone then took a shower before I slept. The next morning, I was all ready in my jogging outfit when suddenly, a message arrive. It's from Step-mother or should I say Mother. The text shock me, but somehow I feel like its a good thing.

Honey! we're moving to France! We sold our company in America and dad wants to take care of our other company in Paris. About your school, I told your aunt you're going to a High School in Gangnam District,It's a private High School where they speak both Korean and English so you can learn some Korean from them We're moving to France for your future don't get upset arrso~ Dad&I want you to be a fashion designer~ Take extra classes for French& take extra classes for drawing arrachi!. There's an apartment ready for you and enough money for a month. We'll send more if you need, we'll send it every month. Study hard for this 2 years especially your French communication because you're going to take one of the best University here! Ask your aunt about your uncle Lee Soo Nam! Love you~

-Message from mother

I soon as I read her text, thoughts came rushing to my mind. I had mixed feeling. Why does she have to plan my future without asking me? nor even tell me. I hated her for what she did, I couldn't argue with either dad or mother, I can't moan to mom since I don't want to bother my mom with my problem. This is not the life I've imagine. Right now, all I could do was called Yuki and tell her my mother's plan.

I reached the phone and dialed her number when suddenly her brother picked it up. I could hear sobbing and people screaming there, which sounds to me that it's Yuki's mom. From the sound of it the atmosphere there is not good, maybe I called in the wrong time. I asked for Yuki when suddenly he said 'Yuki is no longer with us from this momment onward'.

I asked him what he mean by that, and after a few explanation I realised whaf he meant and how hard it was for him to tell the real truth straight away. I was confused. I was lost in thought. I was in a mental state. I couldn't focus. My mind was blank.

All I can do at that time was to tell him how 'sorry' I was. I can't find the right word, and all I could say to him was 'Oh' and 'THANK YOU' then I closed the phone. I walked over my bed still in daze, still shocked with what just happend. Something is missing, the other half of me is missing, I needed to say 1 more sentence before she leaves me. But I didn't know what it was. I was mad, ashamed, guilty, sad, shocked and hurt. It hurt more than any other pain you could have ever felt. But most importantly I was 'incomplete'.

A tear drop down my cheeck and suddenly all the memorry recal from the past. I could hear her laughter, I could hear her voice screaming at me, laughing at me, throwing jokes at me and all the promises and plans we did, I could hear it clearly. I could hear her voice saying 'In the future we'll live together in Australia with our kids'. It made me smile on how stupid we were. She's always been my friend, she's the one I told secret too, we fight over stupid things and we do stupid things. We swap clothes, we ate in the same plate and we took shower together in the age of 10. Everything about her was almost perfect. You might think this is too dramatic to be true, but to me this is life. Life is full of dramatic scenes.

I was staring at the wall with my tears pouring down my cheek non-stop then I realise, what she gave me before I left, in the airport. A plastic bag, I feel like she won't leave me without any notice. The plastic bag full of my fav foods. I went and search for the plastic bag and I took out a piece of paper inside that bag. There was a writting which says:

'Will I ever be your bestfriend?'

-Yuki Jess

I could feel tears running heavly down my cheeks. A smile was plastered on my face while I hold her piece of paper rite on my chest. I hold it tight. I whispered, yes, you'll always be my bestfriend.

After those sentences was said, I felt relieved.

-----A/N-------

So??? mianhee^^ don't forget to read the next chapter~ I promise the boys are coming in the next chapter.. It's like, 'The Gu Family Book" The main are coming soon~~