"collage kid"
renjun. he was a boy you liked in high school. he was two years older then you.
he left to college, you were in senior year, or your last year of high school.
the college he went to was just down the road. so you usually saw him walking to college, but then you stopped looking at him walking to college. you basically gave up on making him like you.
he knew you liked him, he never decided on telling you he didn't. he would tell your friends he didn't like you, because he didn't know you.
so you tried talking, but your couldn't.
later on, your feelings kind of faded.
—
"y/n!" jisung said waving his hand in your face.
you turned to him.
"yes." you said and he smiled.
JESUS THAT SMILE!!
you couldn't help but blush.
"can you help me." he said pushing his paper in front of you.
you nodded and he smiled... again.
—
jisung and you walked off to your next class together. you were chatting and then he looked at you.
"do you know renjun?" he asked and i froze.
"no." i lied and jisung nodded.
he put his hand over your shoulder.
"well did you lose feelings." he said and you sighed.
"i don't know." you said and he stopped his tracks.
"well lose feelings." he said and grabbed your hand.
you stopped in your tracks and felt your face turn red.
"did your heart beat?" he asked and your kept quiet.
—
jisung was walking with you. he wanted to go to a cafe to do homework, but he wanted to see his friend. chenle.
"CHENLE~" he yelled and you smiled at how he acted with him.
"hey jisung." chenle said causally. you looked at chenle while a boy from behind walked towards you three.
you looked at the face.
"renjun." you said and jisung looked at the person.
jisung sighed and grabbed your hand.
"ooh~" chenle cooed.
renjun looked at you two with an emotionless face.
"well, we have to go." you said to jisung trying to let go of his hands.
jisung held your hand tighter and you gave up.
"yeah, see ya chenle." jisung said and you both turned around.
"dont do anything i wouldn't do!!" chenle yelled and your face brightened up.
jisung laughed at you and slapped him.
—
renjun felt pain. so much of it. while he saw you and jisung walk off in the distance.
chenle elbowed him.
renjun looked at him, chenle knew he had feelings. just didn't want to admit it.
renjun may have not knew you much, but he liked how you still liked him when he rejected you.
chenle looked at renjun.
"renjun. you still have a chance." chenle said walking off.
renjun sighed.
—
you and jisung were chatting.
"jisung do you like me..?" you asked and he chuckled.
"i actually don't, i'm just trying to help a friend." he said and you nodded.
you were happy, you didn't want to hurt his feelings.
"wait, why are you helping a friend?" you asked and he smiled.
"you will find out. also my friends are coming soon." he said and you nodded.
~
renjun was giving you small glances. then you looked at him.
it was like 3 second stare.
then haechan called your name.
you looked at haechan and you guys where talking.
~
everyone left leaving you and renjun alone.
"want me to walk you home." he asked and you looked at the ground.
"sure."
you both were walking, it felt like hours. it was quite and cold. you were shivering then renjun put his jacket over you.
"thanks." you said and he smiled.
then you both stopped in front of your guys house.
you were walking till renjun called your name, you turned and he said.
"wanna go on a date."
