Swim Till The Shore

I AM NOT FOR EVERYONE.

       "When you're about to give up.Remember those who said you are not good enough."
And the war just begins! Not because you are dealing to the real world but because you are a girl. Right! You are a girl. G. I. R. L. A women, a lady, a baby, a body to use, a toy to play, a statue to name as a sexy or hot, a doll to be whistle, a body with curves and a sexy breast to be sucked. Ohh gosh!!
                       You START your life with a respected and a sweet name. But as you turn to another stage of your life your name starts to change to sweetie to honey to love to baby to sexy to... To?? To a slut, to a whore. Yeah! That's true when finally you become sexy its second last stage..! Now you will end up at a Whore. Exactly a W. H. O. R. E!
               You fight for your respected name. You'll try to prove yourself a respected girl. But! No nothing damn changes.
        You'll still be whore for the world. You'll cry, scream, shout, loud and louder. But no one seems to hear a thing.
       You've been touched by different men. Maybe A man in a bus, a man in crowd, a man can be your friend, a man you love the most, a man can be your relative, or man can be your brother. You feel bad. You want to shout but you can't. You want to run but you can't. You want to hit him but you can't. Because you know you're still a Whore for this world.!!
       But! When you are all alone, you run to your room shut the door behind and cry harder and harder, you scrub your whole body to get rid of all those bloody cheap ugly touches but UUUGGGGHHHH!!!! YOU CAN'T....
     Yes.. You can't. Days after days passes. Years after years passes. Even if eternities passes you'll still rub yourself. Huhh..?? No.
       You end up. You end up rubbing. But! When at night you crawl to your bed hug your pillow tightly and close your eyes you hear all those voices who calls you a WHORE!! . You feel all those terrible moments and finally you got sucked at it and open your eyes and feel your face wet and sees that's your pillow is soaked but with your true precious tears.
      BUT YOU CAN'T CHANGE ANYTHING..!!!
        You shut your eyes again and get asleep. Finally the next day when you open you eyes you realize that,
          "YEAH!! I AM A WHORE"
         LISTEN..!!Now you needs to understand the reality of this world
     Until and unless you are not strong, people will call you with these cheap names. But! You have to believe in yourself that's you are  a respected women and. A respected daughter. And the day you believe in yourself that you are a respected women. You'll get the victory. No matter what other names you..!!!  The only matter is how you treat yourself..! How you respect yourself.!
         You'll waste your time worrying about changing people thoughts who don't care about changing their thoughts in the first place. If you make yourself believe that peoples have to accept you who you are then you are gave them the right to reject you. You don't need anyone to accept you, you need to accept yourself. You need to respect yourself.
   Girl!!! You live in the world where you have to deal with 100.No No!! thousands of problems But! No matter how the problem comes to you or how it goes. It only depends upon you to urge to get out of it. If you have the urge to get out of it. Or If you are ready to face the world. Then trust me girl. Its just like a piece of a cake.!!!! And if at any certain point you give up.
   "OHH!! IT WILL BE THE VICTORY FOR THE WORLD."
     You trust different people in the world. Huhhh??? No trust is a different word. You believe in them. Day by day as they get more closer to you, you start giving them your heart and as they steal bigger and bigger part of your heart and the day you give them you whole heart.. Ahhh.!!!
"ITS AGAIN A VICTORY FOR THEM"
  NO.. don't take me wrong I am not saying don't trust anyone. Or don't love  someone or don't believe someone. I am just warning you from "SO MUCH"
  Don't trust someone "So Much" don't love someone "So Much" don't believe someone "So Much"                  

                                               "And here you are living despite it all"

NOW!!! First-of-all "CONGRATULATIONS" You are a survivor. In this world you have to struggle way to too hard for your survivor.   Hey... Survivor!!!, you may have many dreams, many expectations, many goals and many desires, which you freakingly want to achieve but this all need hard work. RIGHT.??? 

    No..!!! That's what I want to tell you here. Now all it needs is a hard work and your urge.!!
What does smart work means.???
Less-effort and big-result.
Yeah..!!! Exactly this world is all about shortcuts (IYKWIM)
   CUTTING - OFF from your way. Cutting-OFF people trust, their believe and even their life. Just "for your own sake"
    Huhhh!!!. That's the reality you needs to understand and accept!.
   Being a girl you little sensitive by your heart and get attracted to someone very soon.! But Now!!!!
  You have to be strong for your own self, for your dreams, your own life.!
  " BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL WOMEN IS HERSELF."