My addiction (Jikook)

Broken inside

Jungkook's POV

After the show ended, everyone was leaving... Yoongi hyung was about to leave to but I grab ahold of his arm.

"Hyung.. just wait awhile... I want to check on Angel... I'm kinda worried.."

"Ohh~ seems like someone has a crush? But how are u gonna check on him? How did u even know he's here?"

"I don't know hyung.. I just have a feeling... Wait I can ask Sunshine where Angel is!"

Just as I say those words, Sunshine walked towards us... more like towards Yoongi hyung..

"Yoongi hyung! How was my performance? Did you like it?"

"Of course I love it Sunshine... you were so sexy.."

Sunshine then blushed... and to be honest.. that little scene was so cute.. but that's not important right now.. I need my Angel..

"Uhh Sunshine?"

"Yes?"

"Do you know where Angel is? I haven't seen him in a week.. is he ok? Can I see him?"

"Oh.. something happened to one of his family member... so he isn't in the condition to perform.. but he is in his room at the back right now..."

"Can I go see him then?" I asked expectantly.

"Uh.. I guess so.. I'll bring you there! Yoongi hyung, wait for me, I'll be right back!"

I then followed Sunshine as he stops at a door labelled 'Angel'.

He then knocks at the door and opens it a little bit as I stood behind him.

"Hey Angel, someone asked to see you.. would you be ok with that?"

I then hear a soft and depressed voice speaking.

"Who wants to see me?"

"Uhh..." Sunshine said as he turns to look at me.

"It's me Angel.. Jeon Jungkook.." I said as I heard stumbling in there.

A few seconds later, Sunshine was being pushed by someone behind the door and Angel appeared... smiling...

"Oh ok I guess I'll go now..." Sunshine said as he left.

"Hey Mr Jeon! What are you doing here? Why do you want to see me for?" He said, trying to sound happy.

"Let's talk inside alright?" I said as I grabbed his arm and push him back in, closing and locking his door.

I then sit him down on the couch and sat next to him, leaving some space in case he is uncomfortable with me being too close.

"Jimin-ah... you don't have to smile if you don't want to.."

"What do you mean Mr Jeon?" He asked, still forcing a smile on his face.

I sighed then turns to face him.

"Park Jimin... I heard that something happened to one of your family members and that you are not in the condition to perform... and I can clearly see that your eyes are red and still teary and there are still tear stains on your cheeks.. so why.. why are you forcing a smile on your face?"

Jimin then looked at me then look down... and that's when his tears fall.

"I...I just thought that I should smile when customers want to see me.. I mean.. I'm 'Angel' anyway.. everyone expects me to be happy, always spreading positivity and not a depressed 'Angel'... right?"

"No.. that's not how things work Jimin... yes you are 'Angel'... you are given that name because you are this sweet little baby that always puts everyone before you and I can see that... sometimes when you perform, I can see that you are in pain.. like you were forced to perform.. are you Jimin?"

"Yes... this is actually the very last job that I would want to take.. but I didn't have a choice.. my mom... she was sick.. she needed treatment but I didn't have the money.. so I had to work as a stripper cuz it pays well.. b-but..." Jimin then stopped speaking and breaks down crying.

I looked at him... his trembling body, his small hands covering his cute little face as his precious tears falls down his adorable mochi cheeks.. he looks so fragile... and I wanna take him into my arms.. and give him kisses.. and tell him that he is perfect... but do I have the right to do so?

Instead.. I placed my arms on his shoulder and pat him... he looks at me with his beautiful eyes that are covered in his sparkly tears and said something that immediately made me wrap him up in my arms.

"Can you hug me and give me kisses please?"

I now have him on my lap, in my arms, with his face stuffed in my chest... his tiny fists clutching onto my shirt as he trembles... more tears flowing out of his beautiful eyes...

"Also, when my sister goes to school, everyone will judge her for having a brother who works as a stripper.. people would look down on her and I don't want that.. it's all my fault.. that I can't make my sister happy.."

"Did your sister tell you that she's not happy? That she is ashamed of you as her brother?"

"N-no..."

"Then why are you saying those words? She didn't say any of that so why are you saying those to belittle yourself... Jimin, you are amazing.. you are perfect... the most beautiful, sexy and adorable baby that I laid my eyes on... you are everything that people would want... too bad I'll get you first.." I said as I laughed.

He then laughed along.. he laughed along! A genuine one... not forced or anything.. his genuine, beautiful and adorable laughter which makes his beautiful eyes turn into cute little crescents...

"You're finally laughing... I love seeing this adorable side of you and listening to ur adorable laughter... so I'm asking you Jimin-ah... for now.. instead of being just a customer.. can I be your friend? Your hyung? Just someone that you can look for when you want to hang out or find comfort in? Can I be that?"

He stopped laughing and looked at me... his two beautiful eyes... looking at me.. straight through my soul.. making me feel things that I've never felt before.. and I fucking blushed.. right in front of him! I fucking blushed!

"Why are you blushing?" Jimin asked as he laughed. The cute giggles and squeaks coming out from his pretty mouth...

"You were staring at me so intensely.. so I blushed.."

"So cute! I never expected that I can make Jeon Jungkook blush.. I must be really powerful huh.." He said as he continues to laugh, holding his stomach and leaning against me, his hair brushing along my cheeks and nose... so soft.. and it smells so nice..

-To be continued..-

-short chapter... and ignore any mistakes I made... I have been quite busy and didn't have the time to update so I hope that it's still ok.. please vote and comment! Love u guys!😊❤️-