Hate to Love

3

Yoongi

"Hes such an asshole." I grumbled at my lunch table.

"We understand Yoongi, you hate Jimin."

"I dont hate him."

"What?"

"I just find him annoying. Hes always on top of all the classes, always happy."

I was known as the 'player' of the school. Was I a player? Somewhat. I just had a commitment issue. Nobody was right. Every girl I dated wasnt right. Either was too clingy or just wanted to popularity. Even dudes asked me out.

I wouldn't say I am gay. I'm bisexual but lean more towards girls.

"Whatever." Hoseok rolled his eyes. "You heard from Namjoon."

"Nope. He texted me saying hes taking care of his boyfriend."

"When did he get a boyfriend?"

"I dont know, but he keeps it a secret wont even tell us a name."

"Maybe he knows we wont like him."

"Maybe." Me and Hoseok dumped our trays.

"You know is this girlfriend actually true did you find the one?"

"No."

"Tell me"

"I actually thought I found the one, turns out she was dared. Didnt even like me."

"Man that sucks."

"I just want someone who actually likes me for me."

"Sometimes i wonder why you're so cold to everyone else."

"Shut up."

Hoseok did have a point. I was cold to everyone. Sometimes even him and Joon. Sometimes I wonder why I was so mean. I never get an answer. Probably never will.

"Well get to class. Try Yoongi." I rolled my eyes and walked into chemistry.

"Yoongi is it true?"

"Go out with me!"

"Me!" I walked to the back of the class. Sometimes I wish I was invisible. When people wouldn't always talk to me or shout my name.

Sometimes my choices haunt me.

I decided to pick this life.

Flashback

"Yoongi you pick who you want to be."

"I want to have friends. I want people to talk to me."

Laughs. All over.

Later it happened. I got friends dressed cool and people talked to me.

I dont want that now. I want friends, but I dont want people to talk to me.

"Yoongi? Can you pay attention?" I nod. "Great."

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Classes passed by and it was finally done. I finished the day.

It was the weekend. I had passed in mine and Jimins partner work. Spaced out.

"You ready?"

"For what?"

"To meet Namjoons boyfriend?"

"Hes actually letting us?"

"Yeah but we have to be nice to him and his friends."

"Are you kidding me?!"

"Nope. Now let's go."

The walk was long. Ok it wasnt that long but it was long for me.

"Ok we're here!"

"I swear if these pe-"

"Guys!" Namjoon opened the door. "Come inside. And be nice." He said glaring at me.

"I'm nice."

"You tripped an innocent boy."

"Hoseok that was you."

"You tripped me!"

"Ok stop. Get inside." We walked inside. There were 4 heads they were all facing the tv. "Ok guys!" Namjoon stood in front of them. "So let me introduce my friends." He brought us over. "This is Hoseok and this is Yoongi!"

I looked at the 4 people.

One of those 4 people was no other then Park Jimin.

"Let me introduce my boyfriend, Kim Seokjin!"

"What!?" We all yelled.

"No calm down I know some of us dont get along but maybe we can change that?" I crossed my arms and glared at him.

"Jin." Jin stood up and made his friends.

"Well this is Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung, and Park Jimin." Jin smiled. "And boys that's Kim Namjoon."

"I can't believe your dating him! Hes friends with him!"

"Jimin calm down..please"

"I didnt agree to meet a horrible person!" I knew he was talking about me.

Is that what he thought about me? That I was horrible.

"I thought you understood me Jin hyung! I thought you knew how I felt about him!" Jimin walked out with a slam at the door.

"I'm so sorry Yoongi..I feel horrible"

"Hes right."

"No no! Your really sweet I can feel it! He just hasn't gotten the chance to see it."

"Its fine." I sit on the couch looking through my phone. I see Jin grabbing the two other boys and pulling them into the kitchen.

"Now you two are going to be nice to him! Do you see him he looks hurt!"

"We promise!"

I see both of them come sit on the couch next to me.

"I'm Taehyung and that's Jungkook. We're sorry about Jimin...he just"

"Hates me."

"No no!"

"Its true"

"We are sorry, Jimin is really nice."

"I bet."

"He'll warm up sometime. Maybe you just have to be a bit nicer to him?"

Nicer? I never knew I was being mean to him.

"I was mean?" They nod their heads. "But it's ok you seem really nice!" I gave a tiny smile. Maybe I could be nicer.

I dont know how it'll work but I could try.

All I knew right now is this Taehyung and Jungkook were very nice. Maybe a little too nice, but hey.

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