Life is not what you choose it to be if you try to succeed then you will because it’s you who’s trying their best to put their life together and it’s no else is job to help you out because you always are the one to help yourself out and maybe the one you were waiting for all this time will finally come.
remembering the summer of 2012 to 2013 remembering the cold water making you chill feeling the heat on your skin like no other feeling but also the most important person by your side watching you and your watching him things get intense because you feel like he is the guy that you feel is going to be the one. You see him with those eyes that no one has ever seen you put out and the things you do your dates your little funny memories the way he gives you flowers when you least expect it the way you have never felt for anyone before in your entire life which makes you the type of person that you never knew exist because what that means that he took the best out of you. If he ever made you mad then he has probably seen the worst to. It’s so funny how the world is so small because you give the best and you receive the best because that’s who you are and no matter what people say you are yourself with that one person.
People think that you are crazy over minded and a perfectionist when you know that where you have gotten yourself is because you have been through the worst and you know how to overcome the things that happen to you and by that it means that you smoke weed and do cocaine you are not overpassing it I’ve been there we all have and if you haven’t you wouldn’t want to be in the list of the people who have done it. Some people I have seen who try to kill themselves over their situations of their family and it’s so hard to get through I know but look around look if you really want to give up your friends even though if you think you have no one who have more people that you think and it might be depressing at the time look around the world loves you because if you have no one you at least have me even though I don’t even know you I can hear you cry and I can feel your pain because its moving like fire.
Your relationship with friends if you think their you ride or die if you think you’re going to stay with them maybe you will but that circle that you have can mostly be very fake secrets go around about you and sometimes you here it about others but you know their your friends and that if you say something something’s going to go bad. No it’s not let others choose their own friends and you choose yours make your own choices. You are not 12 to let other people decide fight for your self don’t give 2 fucks about what others say focus on yourself.
Having fun doesn’t mean doing something you want to do getting pregnant drinking wow slow down because guys might be most important but u are your number 1 you have to pay the bills you have to provide you self some cereal you know if you can’t stop thinking about the guy make sure he falls for you next time but harder girls you know we got our ways to grift into a guy’s mind we got this..
And if it’s the guy who ends up marring you look at me I’ve been through all these things and he is still here…
