Ranting/slam poetry

pills.

I used to take a pill for my anxiety, I won't tell you what it's called. But I went cold turkey because my mom stopped buying it for me. I almost had a fucking seizure in the nurses office three days later. It's been almost a year and I want to start on another pill, saying that I want to fucking jump into a river and drown. She stopped taking me to therapy too. I just don't understand. I've been trying to practically beg her for what, days now and she won't even try to take me to therapy. I just wish I was skinny, wish I was happy, wish I was pretty, I wish I was worth something. I wish I thought I was worth something.