I am sure that many of us have grown up having tons of crushes. But for some reason, I was never like that. I never really cared for dating. Even my own parents thought I was lesbian just for that reason.
I knew I liked guys. I just wasn't able to find the one for me. Maybe I was just picky or maybe its the guys that surround me that are the problem.
However, now I am stuck in a predicament. I got my first crush. Lets just call him Xavier. He is this really tall mexican guy. He is amazing with kids. He absolutely loves them. 100% a church boy. Always getting down to Christian church music. His sense of humor matches so well with my dark sense of humor.
Eventhough we have so many differences, I just grew to have feelings for him. I wouldn't say he is my type. I just like him. Something about him makes me feel warm. So comforting and safe. Its just like serenity. I never knew it was possible for me to open up so much to him.
With feelings so strong I would love to co fess. But the problem is we became friends when I found out he had a crush. I was trying to get them together. I was the wingman. Now, the wingman grew feelings and she doesn't knkw what to do.
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Summer Love: Help Me Recover From The Friendzone
RomanceI have never had any crushes growing up. I even began to believe I was asexual. But apparently not. Now I am just stuck in the friendzone. Please help a girl out, comment any advice maybe this will change the course of my current events!
