Bullies with benefits - Chaelisa (converted)

PART 3 [M]

i'll probably upload the next part on wednesday or friday
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The loud music invades my hearing senses as Jisoo stops her car by the corner of Sungjin's house. I take a big gulp and try to slow down my erratic breathing as I watch most of my batch mates run out of the house throwing red cups around—and maybe throwing some clothes away too. A boy—who I'm guessing is Taehyung, is making out with a girl by the tall oak tree in the left side of the house and another girl is making out with a ... well, girl.

  Its not bad to be out and proud in SM High, they actually find it hot when the same sex starts to make out—back in the old days, when my mom would talk about her high school life, she'd say it'd be a sin and a death wish to come out of the closet but now—now its fine because the modern age is experimenting on one another and good results are coming out of it. So its no secret that I'm out and proud. 

My thoughts get interrupted by the door from the back seat opening and Jisoo bending down to eye-level for me.

"Are you sure you really want to go down?" She asks, looking back at the roudy house as Jennie waves at some friends over to her. 

I'm fiddling with my fingers as I stare at Jisoo's dark eyes closely. 

Do I want this? Really? 

Do I want to experience a crowded dance floor with sweaty hormonal bodies pressing up against one another? Do I want to see people—everyone grinding, humping and kissing each other like an animal on heat? 

Am I ready to see Chaeyoung—did I ever mention to you that she's the love of my life?— dancing with someone heatedly? 

No. I'm not ready, but its now or never right? 

So, nodding my head furiously, I try to show Jisoo that I'm not afraid of a little high school party at Park Sung-jin's house. 

Smiling softly at me, she helps me out of the car, closes the door and beeps it shut. I wait for her to move first and as soon as she's walking, Jennie catches up to her and they snuggle at each other while opening the door, my nerves going up to the highest peak as I jolt back upon seeing a lemon being tossed from left to right. 

Lemons? 

Jisoo laughs at me and grabs my wrists to pull me close to her. She leans to my ear and whispers something to me.

"Call me if you need me okay?" she chuckles, leaning back to wink at me. "Me and Jennie are going to go say hi to the others." She adds, nudging her chin to a group of football players.

"You'll be good in your own right?" she continues to ask, her lips suddenly all smiley and everything. 

I frown at her and shake my head. This wasn't the plan at all, she can't leave me alone. "You said to stay by you the whole night." I screamed out, cupping my mouth to make my voice louder for her to hear. 

Jisoo chuckles at me some more and stumbles on her feet as Jennie begins to drag her to the group of footballers. She turns to her and nods a couple of times. 

This isn't Jisoo.

  "I know but Lis, I can't pick you over my lady." she slurs, winking at me like I should get what she means when in fact, I really don't. And I really don't want to be left alone—she knows Sungjin's going to do something to me and she knows if she leaves me alone—Sungjin's bound to pop up at some time. I risked coming here for the experience but I risked it because I know my best friend, Jisoo is going to protect me and now–she's not? What's going on?

  "But Jisoo—" I laughed, eyes dropping as she starts to step away from me. "—Jisoo, you can't leave me!" I scream, running after her as she is being dragged fast away by Jennie. "Jisoo, Sungjin!" I try some more, getting closer to her as suddenly I'm being pulled back by Sungjin himself who fakes a wave at Jisoo that's now far off distance.