I fear for my life
i fear abandonment
I don't want her to grow sick of me
the same routine
day in and out
the distance eating away at her mind
i only hope
this time as apposed to the last two times
she asks to have him
rather then lust for him
behind my back
god i get sick at the thought of her
dreaming of another
yet here i am
knowing it is inevitable
a new school
new mates
all enticed by her beauty
I am going to become an afterthought
I am going to be tossed aside
to cry myself to sleep again
over her all over again
