Lovers

6

CHAN

I was awakened by the sound of someone sniffling and sobbing almost. I grunted and turned seeing Jeongin crying and shaking a bit. "What time is it?" I asked. I looked over him and looked to see the time was 2:53. I pull Jeongin to my bare chest being careful of his arms and held him."shh baby. It's okay." I said soothing his crying figure. It worked until there was a boom of thunder outside and he cried more. I shushed him finally knowing what was wrong. I pulled the cover over him and rubbed the exposed skin on his side. I continued to say calming things and sang to him softly until he fell asleep again.

I grabbed the remote and turned on the tv in our room and put on a random show so it could drown out the storm.

Tomorrow he had to go back to school and I wanted to let him have a good night.

It was hard for me to go back to sleep after but soon I got there and faded away.

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JEONGIN

"I ready dont want to go back to school today." I whined as Chan basically dragged me out the house and into the car. "You have to Babymoon, yesterday was your last day off." Chan said getting in the driver side.

"But there going to stare." I said my voice cracking a bit.

"Baby if anyone even looks like they are going to stare at you the wrong way I'll beat there ass. You come fine me and I'll make sure no one looks at you like that. I dont even care if I lose my job from it." He said moving his thumb back and forth on my thigh. I nodded even though I knew I wasn't going to go get him. He wasnt going to loose his job because of me.

He pulled up to the usually parking area away from the other students so no one saw us get out together and walked inside.

I went straight for my first class and he went to the office to get papers.

Seungmin and Hyungjin are in this class and we usually dont do much so I know I'll be Okay. As soon as I walked in all eyes were on me. Even the teacher was staring.

I quickly walked to the back and sat between my best friends and put my head down. Everyone knew about what happened because HyunJin said the school thought I was leaving and had a PowerPoint about self harm with me in it.

When it happened Hyungjin, Seungmin, Mr.Lee(felix), Mr.Kim, Mr.Han, Mr.Seo, Chan, and Mr.Lee2(Minho) all ended the presentation and told all the teacher who put this together that I wasnt leaving. One of those teacher who put it together was the one I'm in now. My hands were shaky again but i pulled the sleeves to my jacket over them to hopfully help hide them along with the bandages.

I felt Seungmin grab my phone and do somthing but I didnt dare look up. Last night I didnt get much sleep and even after Chan put on the TV I woke up a few times when I could hear thunder.

"Hey I texted Chan and told him what happened. He said during lunch and break go to his classroom." Seungmin whispered. I nodded and thanked him quietly.

I heard whispers threw out the day about me. Some saying 'I thought he left'and other saying 'he finally did it. It was about time.' Or 'fag' but the last one was usual.

I practically ran to Chan class during lunch. I had to stop myself when I saw he still had a class going. I waited outside the classroom until the second bell rang and signaling there lunch. As people rushed out the room i was pushed and shoved and ended up on the floor. Someone stepped on my arm and even though they didnt mean to it hurt like a bitch because he opened up the scabs on my left arm.

I kept my pain in until all the kids were gone and I could go into the class.

There was one student left and Can was helping her do the last question. She was obviously flirting but Chan didnt even bat an eye at her. "Thank you Chan." She said bringing her shirt down a bit to show off her cleavage. Chan scoffed, "Its Mr.Bang now go to lunch." He said making her pout.

I was around of him for not choosing the beautiful girl over me but my arm was really hurting.

Chan turned after she left and saw me standing there.

"Baby what happened?" He asked quickly rushing over to me.

I closed the door and pulled down the little blinds so no one could see inside.

I pulled up my sleeve to see the blood seeping threw the bandage.

"Baby did you cut again?" He asked softly while cupping my face. He picked me up and sat me on one of the desks before going and getting the first aid kit.

I shook my head. "When they were all coming out the guy accidentally stepped on my arm. It opened the scabs up and it really hurts." I said as he unwrapped the old bandages. I cringed at the blood but let him do what he needed. He put peroxide on it so It didnt get infected and then wiped it off gently so he could put new bandages on it. When he was done he pulled me into his arms. "Baby I'm sorry you have to go threw this. These people here have no respect and I feel so bad about it. So, i want you to do one of the two things. 1: Change schools or 2: start doing the work on line." He said. "Online school but I still want to be able to see my friends." I told him with a sniffle. "That's fine. I was planning to get all the boys together this weekend anyways. I was thinking we could have a few drinks except for you and your friends since your minors and then when they go home we can maybe have a little fun." Chan said getting a little closer.

I scoffed with a smile. "I'm not just going to let you guys have all the alchohol." I said. "Your still young baby." He said. I shrugged, "so I've done more than you think I have." I told him. "Uh huh like what?" He asked crossing his arms.

"Well ive gotten drunk plenty of times, ive had sex most of it with you, ive snuck into a club and bar, did stripping for a while, and even smoked." I said shocking him.

"What the fuck? Why am I just hearing about this now?" He asked. "You never asked?" I shrugged. "Who did you drink with?" He asked.

"Hyungjin and Seungmin. It was Hyungjins 16th birthday and we all went to his house when his parents weren't there and had fun." I told him. 

"Well that's not that bad. How good your tolerance?" He asked.

I thought for a second, "I can probably go 6 drinks without getting wasted." I told him. "Damn." He said. I nodded.

"And you stripped?" He asked. "Ya but I didnt really like it. I only did it because I needed money and it paid well. This was all before I met you." I told him. He nodded. "Okay well I think the bells about to ring. Dont forget to tell tour friends and if you see my friends tell them." He said.

I nodded and leaned up wanting a kiss.

"You better be glad theres no cameras in this room." He said and gave me a fat kiss on the lips. It didnt last long before the bell rung and students filled the halls. "Okay I go to go. I love you." I said hopping off the desk and walking to the door. "Love you too." He said back I opened the door and began the walk up the stairs to my next class.

This weekend was going to be fun.