One Shots of Jenlisa

Hate Me Right

(Lisa's P.O.V.)

Have you ever felt that, you lost someone at the tip of your fingers? When you were about to confess, then something will happen?

Have you ever felt or experienced that? Because I am. And it hurts, like, hell...

Of course, you don't have a choice but to support them. You'll support them even if it hurts. You love the person. You'll do anything, even if it hurts.

I want to be selfish for once, but if I did that... Maybe I'll hurt her. So, I just bottled it all up

I hate this. I fucking hate this.

Me and Jennie just had a fight 3 days ago. Up until now, we're both not talking to each other. I know I said some words that was not appropriate

I kinda, exploded the bottle that I was holding back for almost 5 years.

Flashback

Me and Jennie were in the living room. We just came home from rehearsals. Well, I came home from rehearsals because the three were just fixing some tunes for our new comeback

I made new dance steps and practiced it, so we can use it for our new comeback. Now, Jennie is sitting in front of me. I am so fucking tired, I might snap on Jennie if she keeps going.

Non-stop talking about her boyfuckingfriend for 2 hours straight

"Jennie, can you stop? I'm just tired, I want to sleep." I told her a bit harshly. I can't take it, I just want to sleep. But she continued

When she noticed me not talking for few minutes she looked at me.

She stopped talking "Lisa? Are you alright? You seem, a bit drained? You know, Kai told me that when you're-"

"Jennie! Can you fucking stop?" I said irritatedly. I stood up from the couch in front of her

"I look drained because I just told you that I'm tired. I don't know if you heard me, because you were busy talking about Kai here, Kai that... Just.... Shut it." I said as I was about to walk away, she held my wrist and spun me around

"Lisa, what the hell is wrong with you?" She asked while furrowing her brows

"Nothing. I'm tired, just... Just... Let me sleep." I said as  she crossed her arms on her chest

"No, not these excuses again. You've been distant to me, since me and Kai started dating I don't-"

"Oh hell Jennie! Can you please stop mentioning Kai's name even just for once?! Everytime we're having a conversation with the girls, your mouth can't stop talking about Kai! And oh! I have not been distant to you! YOU were being distant to US!" I said, jealousy started to eat my chest

"What's so special about him, huh?! You even hid it from us that you two were dating! I thought you trust us?! But what gives?!" I added

"You even chose him than spending your time with us! With me! You know that the four of us rarely bond anymore! Specially the two of us! We rarely bond and talk anymore without mentioning that fucking boyfriend of yours! You chose your time with him! We miss you Jennie! I MISS YOU!" I said, tears started to pool in my eyes

"I supported you guys, for the months of your dating! I tried to be supportive as I can! We tried! We were nothing but supportive to you two! But can you at least be considerate and give us time of your presence?! Can he at least be considerate to us! He knows that we rarely bond anymore! I'm being supportive even if it hurts so fucking much!" I admitted