"..never experienced a fear like this.."

Chapter 4

Dean's single size bed was surprising big enough to withhold Dean and Cas as they rolled around the bed, dissolved by the kiss.

Without thinking Dean slid the trench coat off of his angel's shoulders, comfortably laying underneath Cas between his straddling legs.

Castiel took this a a sign to proceed and began unbuckling Dean's belt. Confused by how complicated he found it to undo, he tilted his head to the side and stared at Dean through his furrowed eyebrows.

Dean chuckled, sat up and threw his face at Cas' neck, sending kisses; his tongue dancing concentric circles whilst helping Cas in the chore of undoing his belt.

Cas' eyes rolled into the back of his head as soon as Dean worked his way up to his jaw. His neck had given out and sloped backwards as if of all of his strength had been stolen and he let Dean's power take him away, letting out a quiet groan in the process.

Dean refused to let his head dominate him. He did what Dean does best and listened to his heart. At that moment Dean was completely comfortable with what he was doing. Sure, there were future repercussions to think about but he was having fun! And hell, when Dean's happy and having fun you know the universe has done its job right.

Dean removed his shirt, followed by his pants and moved in on Cas' lips. Throughout their exchange in saliva Cas carefully removed the rest of his clothes until they were both opposite each other on Dean's bed, barely clothed, enjoying the good & forgetting the bad.

Cas, in his oversized blue boxers and Dean wearing slim green ones with black socks mutually moved into a more accessible position.

At this point Castiel had an erection and didn't know what to do with it. He looked down at his bulging, puffy boxer shorts and proceeded to look at Dean with a childish, simplistic expression.

Love was new to Cas but he had always loved his father and brothers in a familial way so it wasn't obscure. This on the other hand? It was so deliciously human that Cas was struggling to comprehend it.

Dean released his adorable smile before realising that Cas was in fact an angel and how confused his puppy-like partner must be. He took it upon himself dominate this experience. Of course it was scarily new to him also, but thinking about Cas? His little virgin angel? Only recently discovering the pleasure of food and warm water? It was too obviously Dean's responsibly.