I felt the sadness running through my veins. I am alone. This isn't the life I have expected. I have left everything behind for a dream in my head. I left my friends, my family, and my job for an expectation that will never be fulfilled. I am lonely. I want to be held. I want to laugh again. This place is sucking away my life. I don't have a personality anymore. I am a robot. I am alone. Floating away from the life I used to live. I can feel everyone forgetting about me. I can feel the Earth being a better place without my existence. I am alone among the stars. I've forgotten what it's like to taste a home cooked meal or the butterflies of a first date. I miss getting drunk. I miss getting fucked. I am alone in the universe. I want to taste his lips again. I want to feel something again. I am tired of this emptiness. I am tired of this loneliness. I want to be home, but there's not a home anymore. I left. I am alone in a galaxy without anyone else. I hate it here. I signed a contract. I will be here for the next fourth years. This isn't what I wanted. I want adventure. I'm alone in a metal cylinder floating around in outer space. Maybe I'll masturbate to keep things off my mind. But they're watching, they're always watching. Maybe I'll put on a show.
