WHEN I WAKE UP (YIZHAN FANFIC)

BIG DAY

Song Title: 'Till Death thou as Part
Singer: Leroy Sanchez

ZHAN POV

"Rise and shine Mr. Cinderella." I opened my eyes to see Bin hovering over me

"You don't want to be late for your
own ball." He added.

I sat up smiling, he and I looked at each
other for a minute then we both squealed in excitement, and laughed at our own childish actions.

"I'm so excited and nervous." I said,
"Wow, I'm getting married." I said, and repeated it inwardly but I still couldn't wrap my head around it.

"Yeah, and my job is to get you ready. Now
hit the shower." He said standing up.

"Wait." I said and he sat back down

"What's going on between you and Gio?" I asked; Bin didn't like me stalling when it came to asking him something.

He smiled

"You saw that huh?" he asked knowingly,

"Yeah, so did everyone else." I added; he
shrugged

"Well he's good-looking and charming, I'm
attracted to him." He said

"I'm glad, I think he's nice. Just be careful
my friend." I said; I hope he didn't think I was prying. I only had his best interests at heart.

"I know; I'm not blind to the fact that he's
a playboy looking for a good time." He said shocking me a little

"Oh yeah, but you see two can play that game."

I laughed; I should've known better, Bin
was not easily taken. Nor did he ever let his guard down, especially when it came to the male species like Gio.

Even if they were both looking for a 'good
time', these games were dangerous. It was like playing with fire, someone would eventually get burned; I was living proof. I tried that with Yibo, thinking I could satiate my lust for him while staying detached.

The motive seemed cheap but the act felt anything but; whenever he touched me, he made me feel beautiful, safe...wanted. I grew dangerously addicted to that; to him, and what did I do? I ended up falling in love with him and falling hard.

Then it wasn't a game anymore, and I was in tears thinking he didn't love me back.

"Alright." I said, but Bin was not me;
maybe he could actually pull it off.

"I was watching you and Yibo too." He said
and I blushed

"It was like watching a real-life romantic drama. For a moment I considered coming to save you when I saw him grab you." He added,

"Then I remembered..."

"That he loves me and that he'd never hurt
me." I finished for him and he nodded.

I had to admit that I was actually turned on by the rough way Yibo handled me, I love that he always treats me with delicacy. But I also love the darker less
gentlemanly side to him.

"And that it's probably your fault you crazy
bitch, what did you do to him?" Bin asked playfully,

I smiled in chagrin

"I sort of made him think I go around seducing other men."

Bin shook his head

"Poor Yibo has his work cut out for him, I actually feel sorry for him." He said.