It's so complicated Joshaya

chapter 1

It's Christmas I'll spend it with Riley family Her grandparents will be there and Josh will be there He is like family to me just like Auggir or Riley

Flashback

Maya Mayaaa I'll find you

Hahaha

I heard you

We started running around and I fell

MAYA ARE YOU OK

Yeah I'm fine

I was so scared

Do you need your mama baby boy

Haha buuut I did find you and now you owe me

He kissed me on the lips and I freaked out

NO BOYS gross

Hahaha

Flashback over

I was getting ready and mom wasn't home as usual I was alone with my thoughts and flashbacks not that I didn't like them

I got ready and went to Riley's I came in and teased Me. Matthews as usual

Then Josh came and we all hugged

Wow Maya you grew up gorgeous

He said

And you're hot

I smirked at him He laughed Why did he laughed

Did you find a boyfriend yet

Did you find a brain

I'm serious

No not yet Did you get a girlfriend

No but I'm working on it

He winked at me

Work harder

I said in a joke and made a you have a problem look

Haha

He smiled lightly

I like this boy

I said sarcastically

Ahaa

He takes the hint

And he is sooooo cuteeeee

I continued in a joke

OK

He continued still all a joke

And I'm so fangirling over him

We both started laughing

It was so much fun to have him around