It's so complicated Joshaya

chapter 3

So we had a lot of fun and the adults came back home I met Shawn and he's not so bad at all he gets me Josh and I haven't spoken for the rest of the night It was unusual because we were like best friends siblings and one Question has ruined it How was that possible I guess our friendship wasn't as strong as I though it is Can life get any worse I haven't even told Riley I'm moving to Philadelphia it's just too hard

Topanga- What's the matter Maya?"

Topanga asked

Maya- Nothing I'm fine

My voice was weak

Topanga- You haven't told Riley yet didn't you

Maya- No How am I supposed to tell my best friend that I'm moving away and we'll probably never see each other again

Topanga- If you leave without telling her she'llbe crushed Tell her tomorrow It'll be OK

Maya- It won't be OK But I've to tell her She will be all alone BUT WITH FARKLE AND LUCAS So there's no problem They can take car3 if her I hope

OK

I said this will be bad Very bad

Josh came to me and just looked at me

Josh- I'm there years older than you we can't be together I'm sorry Maya

He said he was really sad kinda But I know that look That was pithy How dare he

Maya- What made you think I want to be with you

I laughed in his face

Josh- The way you look at me Talk to me You care about me and you don't have to hide it from me Maya it's OK you'll find someone great I'm sure

What is wrong with him

Maya- I don't like you I never did and I never will OK Got that Or do I need to spell it all for you

Yes I was rude but he can't just come and say stirr that isn't true

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