|ᴵ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ʷᵃⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵐᵒᵐᵉⁿᵗ|
"If it's for you, I could easily endure anything. I am ready so just believe. I wanna be stronger than the me of yesterday. Watch over me. I can make it, I can make it."
"I laid everything down I have nothing to...
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𝟣𝟤: 𝑀𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓈, 𝒷𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓋𝒾𝒸𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓎
Ana's P.O.V
*TIME SKIP: 1 week later*
It's been a week since what ever happened between me and Kihyun had happened. Can you really call it a fight, when we're still hanging out with each other? I don't know if you really can. "Okay, this is very awkward, and I can feel the tension from all the way over here." I hear Shownu say as he was sitting on a different bleacher from us
"Yeah, guys, this kinda ridiculous." Minhyuk says agreeing with Shownu, and I rolled my eyes, and I slid over further away from Kihyun and Minhyuk rolled his eyes "You two are like children." Minhyuk groaned and I sighed
"We wouldn't be like this if Ana, over here, would just tell me who that guy was." Kihyun says and I groaned while running my fingers through my hair
"I'm trying to protect you, you asshole." I snapped at him, while I stood up from the spot I was sitting in, and he scoffed out a laugh
"Yeah, really? You're just hurting yourself, who knows, that could be the guy you're fucking next." Kihyun snapped and I widened my eyes, and he had realized what he had said and he stood up and tried to reach out to me, but I moved back from him, so he can't touch me
"You wanna know who that guy was? Huh? Remember when I told you I had the police on speed dial? It's because that guy was my abusive ex boyfriend, who always emotionally and PHYSICALLY abused me, so I hope you're happy with yourself, Kihyun." I say and I walk away from him, with tears running down my face.
Kihyun's P.O.V
She had an abusive ex? And she didn't tell me? Well, of course she didn't, she didn't want me to get hurt. Ugh, I'm such an asshole! "Wow, real dick move, there Kihyun." Hyungwon says and he then left, probably off to find Ana
"You really don't know when to stop do you?" Wonho asked me and he also left with Hyungwon
"Do you always have to say the wrong things?" Minhyuk asked me and he left, with Jooheon and Shownu who didn't even bother to say anything to me. And now it was just me and Changkyun, but he just left without even looking at me, leaving me all alone. I mean, I do deserve it. I just don't know when to shut my mouth sometimes. I could've just ruined my chance of being with her. She might not even like me after this, I'm pretty sure she didn't even have feelings for me at all. Ughh this is all just too much.
"Great." I mutter and I stood up grabbing my bag and leaving the bleachers so I wouldn't feel lonely anymore.
I was walking home with my earbuds in and my volume up loud enough to blow my eardrums out. I just can't believe Kihyun said those words to me. I mean, I kinda can, he still is technically my bully. Ugh I feel so conflicted with my feelings about this. Ughhhh everything is just soooo screwed up. As I was walking, I look over to see Kihyun walking with his earbuds in, and his hands were in his pockets and he was looking down at the ground, and I saw a few tears rolling down his face, and that made me shocked, because Kihyun doesn't cry. I mean, I've never seen him cry. I wonder what he's crying about.
I was walking home alone with my earbuds in my ears, just feeling really down in the dumps right now. I shouldn't have said those to her, ugh what is wrong with me. I don't know what I'm going to do about this. I then looked over to see Ana walking down the sidewalk on the other side of me, with her earbuds in as well, and she still looked as pretty as she did a few hours ago. With her oversized shirt, that was actually mine, her blazer that went all the way down to the back of her legs, her blue ripped skinny jeans, and white shoes. While her hair was blowing in the wind, as she looked out in the distance, and that just made my heart just get heavy, and I feel tears roll down my face, and I sighed shakily. I really don't know how I'm going to deal with this.
A/N
Okay, so this is just an abrupt ending, and I feel like ughhh this just sucks but whatever.
