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Chappy 27!!

Ok. So. Tell me what you think about this chappy. I'm not really feelin it! Love you guys!!!! xx

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After our little shower, Alli and I watched a couple of films then fell asleep in my bed. Now I'm watching her sleep. (A/N: not to sound creepy or anything! Sorry! xx) It's like three in the morning. She's so gorgeous. I love her so much I can't even comprehend how I got this to be mine. I don't deserve her. I don't deserve anyone. She deserves so much better, smarter, kinder than me. I cannot believe she loves me back.

Allison starts to stir and her eyelids vibrate. Her body begins twitching and her forehead becomes sticky with a cold sweat. I think she's having a nightmare.

"Alli! Wake up!" I try to shake her awake but she doesn't move. I shake her shoulders one more time and she jolts awake, sitting straight up.

Her chest is heaving up and down crazily and her eyes are wide with...fear? I bring her into my chest but she doesn't seem to calm down. She pulls away from me and storms to the door.

"Alli. Where are you going?" I say and she turns around.

"I-I'm fine. Really!" She says and walks out the door.

"Obviously not..." I say to myself as I start pacing the bedroom

Harry's POV

I poke Kenna in her side again as she continues laughing uncontrollably.

"Harrrrrrrryyyyy!!! Stoppp!!" She yells and wipes her tears.

I laugh and we both look at the door when it opens. Alli walks in looking really pale.

"Alli love, are you alright?" I question her and she nods. I don't believe her though.

"Kenna I need to talk to you..." She says in a raspy voice and Kenna stands up.

"I'll be right back." Kenna tells me and I nod. They leave the room and I hear them shut a door somewhere.

I'm going to eavesdrop on them. This is what I heard,

"Alli what's wrong?" Kenna asks, Alli sobs.

"I just had a nightmare that Louis was raping me! Again!!" She whisper shouts and I think Kenna hugs her because Alli's voice is now muffled.

"I don't know what it means..."

"You should tell him. You guys need to start opening up to each other." Kenna tells her,

I'm assuming Alli nodded or something before the door opened. I jump back onto the couch and pretend to find something on TV.

Kenna comes back in and smiles. Hmm! She's so cute! Then I begin to tickle her again.

Alli's POV

I'm going to talk to louis about it. I'm a bit freaked about it. I don't know if it means anything. If it does, then what?

I get up the stairs and to our room. When I open the door, Louis is pacing around the room. His head makes a sharp turn towards the door.

"Allison! Where'd you go? You scared me!" He says and my feet suddenly become very interesting...

"Louis we need to talk." I say quietly and we both sit on the bed.

"Listen, I had a bad dream Lou." I tell him.

"Okay. What happened?" He asks concerned.

"Well it was a--a reenactment of...that night." I say and he looks confused. I tilt my head to the side and he understands what I mean.

He stands up and starts pacing again, running his hands through his hair.

"Lou...?" I say but he can't hear me.

"Dammit!" He yells and smashes his fist into the nearest wall. I jump a little in surprise.

"Ahhh!" He yells again and rests his forehead against the wall.

I stand up and walk to him. I go to rub his back up and down with my hands but when I touch him he flinches back.

"No. Get away from me...I don't want to hurt you!" He says and backs away.

"Lou. You are not going to hurt me." I say and his breathing picks up. He runs his hands through his hair again and starts to pace. Again.

"I don't deserve you. I don't deserve you!" He yells mostly to himself.

"What are you talking about?" I ask him and he faces me.

"You. You're too good for me! No! You're too beautiful for me. And smart. And pretty! I don't deserve you! Or anyone!" He bags on himself.

"Louis! Stop!" I say and cross my arms.

He paces yet again. He's so nervous right now.

"I'm telling you. I don't care what anyone says! I'm a fucking loser! No one will ever want me!" He yells.

"Really?" I say and he looks away from me.

"Louis!" He sits on the bed and puts his head in his hands.

"Louis do you think if I didn't love you I would be okay with having your baby?! Do you think I would be okay with us sleeping in the same bed?! Do you think I would be okay with you getting in the shower with me yesterday? Do you think...I would be okay...with you touching me? And holding me? And kissing me anywhere and everywhere?" I walk over to him and take his face in my hands. "Louis I love you! So please. Don't say that about yourself. Because it hurts me."

He looks at me with desperate eyes. I stand in between his legs and he puts his hands on my hips. I press my lips to his in a slow and passionate kiss. Without breaking the kiss, he cups the back of my right thigh, signaling for me to straddle his waist. I did so and he scoots back on the bed. His back is against the headboard as we continue our sweet make out session. I thread my hands through his hair and he moans in appreciation.

Louis flips us over and lays me down on the bed like I'm fragile china. His lips travel down to my neck to find my sweet spot. They graze across the spot just under my ear and I hum and grip Louis' biceps. He smirks and starts to suck and nibble. The pad if his tongue swipes across the love bite once more and Louis rests his forehead against mine.

"I love you Allison." He says and I smile.

"Louis..." I whisper,

"What, love?"

"I want you to make love to me." I say and he grins.

Louis rubs my arm up and down, comfortingly.

"Are you sure? I don't have to." He says.

"Shit!" I yell and jumps back in surprise.

"Bloody hell!!" I yell again and he sits up bringing me with him.

"What is it baby?" He asks,

I'm pregnant. We can't." I say, which then reminds me that I have an ultra sound tomorrow for the two week mark.

"Ohh...that's okay baby." He says and I rest my head on his shoulder. Louis brings his lips to my ear,

"After baby is born, we can have some mummy and daddy time." He says and I laugh. He kisses my head and stands up.

"Are you hungry baby?" He asks and I nod.

He extends his arm out to me and I take his hand. Together we walk downstairs to make breakfast.