What's Behind Her Eyes.

Chloe wasn't always a quiet girl, she used to be very loud and outgoing in Primary School, this is until she joined Secondary School. Chloe loved things a normal ten year old would such as hanging with her friends and going shopping. Chloe was a beautiful girl with long blonde hair, freckles and green eyes with a line of hazel in one, one of her features which made her unique. However she was rarely noticed, yet she didn't know all of this would change when she reached Secondary School. She wasn't the brightest bulb, twig thin or perfect but there was a lot people had to learn about her which brings us to today.

June 5th 2011

Dear Diary,

I'm sick of the way Alisha talks to me, she thinks she can control everything I do, I think she wants me to be exactly like her but what she doesn't know is that I despise every little detail about her. Earlier today I received a text message from her it said: Wear shorts tomorrow so everyone can see our legs and lets act flirty. She's going to make me look an idiot one of these days. I remember being in Primary School, life was so easy, we barely got homework and I had the best friend in the entire world, his name was Gabriel. Why can't I be back there again?

7th June 2011

Today Alisha wasn't at school, it sounds horrible but I was happy. She always tells me what to do and she copies my work and gains credit for it. Today I hung around with a different group of people: Vincent and Martin. Martin is amazing, she has shoulder length strawberry blonde hair, I know right, your thinking what sort of name is Martin for a girl, but she is very unique, I can't believe we have so much in common. Vincent, well he is cool, I do prefer Martin though as Vincent can be quite annoying, but if I had to choose I would definitely stick with these guys. Hanging around with them is so much better than with Alisha. They don't tell me what to do and they even like the same things I do: Converse, Skinny Jeans and Black Veil Brides. Me and Martin were having a discussion for over an hour today about Andy Biersack who is the lead singer for BVB, we both think he's amazingly cute and today Martin offered me a BVB concert ticket! It's because her parents are very rich and she had spare tickets, were going together on the 10th July 2011. At first I said no, even though I wanted to go with all my heart but then she insisted and said nobody would go with her anyway and I wouldn't be any sort of friend if I didn't accompany her. They're even backstage tickets which means I get to meet Andy! I'm so excited.

30th June 2011

Sorry I haven't wrote for so long. I have been extremely busy at school. I've decided not to be Alisha's friend anymore, besides she only used me and within a day she had a new best friend, bitch! I'm so excited. Just ten days left and I can meet my idol, hero and love. Me and Martin are going to be staying in London for the night without our parents, it will be the first time we have ever been alone in a different place without them. I've booked us into Oxford Hotel, it's 2 stars but I don't care as long as I can see Andy, there is however one issue I'm concerned about and that's the high crime rate where our hotel is located. We will cross that bridge when we come to it. Today my mum got me some new clothes, a pair of knee high black converse which I've been dying for and some ripped skinny jeans with a fine stitched detail. Ok I am definitely wearing the shoes to the concert and now all I have to find is something to wear. I have £120 so I'm sure I will find something. Anyway I have to go to bed. Goodnight!

7th July 2011

Martin's parents are very worried that something might happen to us while we're gone, I tried my best to assure them we'll be ok even though I was having doubts myself. I gave them my contact details in case they couldn't contact Martin. 3 days to go. I cannot wait! Today, I came across a shop on the high street, at first I was just walking past but something in the window caught my eye. A dress, it came just above the knees (A lot of people would class it as short) and it had red lacing, zips and chains on it. It was perfect, it cost £89.99 in the sale which meant that I had £30 left, I will probably use this to get something to eat in London. I cannot wait to team this dress with the amazing shoes my mum got me the other day. School was good today, I had lessons which I loved, hairdressing and performing arts. My teachers for these lessons are better than what I used to have; I used to hate maths more because of the teacher and not the lesson. In PE today we had hockey, this is my favourite sport and we got put into teams, my team consisted of: Alisha, Martin, Grit, Danny and Raisin. I wasn't ecstatic about being placed with Alisha but on the other hand I was with Martin so it couldn't be so bad, that's what I thought anyway. When playing we were running across the sports hall and when I went to hit the disk I accidentally hit Alisha's leg and I swear it was an accident, a lucky one at least. I got called into the Year Director's office and she knew that me and Alisha wasn't friends anymore so she gave me a warning, I did try and tell her it was an accident but it doesn't look too good when you fall out with someone and then give them a bashing with a wooden hockey stick! The only thing that was stopping me from getting angry was the thought of the concert in 3 days time otherwise I would have given that teacher a piece of my mind.

9th July 2011

Today I am staying the night at Martin’s house, considering its Friday I might as well as then we can go to the concert tomorrow and we don’t have to arrange to meet up, I have already packed my luggage for what I am going to take with me, I know it’s just for 2 days but I don’t want to be under prepared so I packed: Ripped black skinny jeans, High top converse, tights, makeup bag, toothbrush, mini toothpaste, shampoo, perfume and many snacks which included 10 Snickers bars, 4 Mars Bars, 8 packs of Crisps and 4 bottles of water, that should be enough for me! Martin packed things totally different to me: Pair of Sneakers, Shorts, Cardigan, Makeup, Hair Straighteners and also snacks: 3 Apples, 4 Rice Crackers and some Biscuits. I do love packing things to take with me, I think it’s the best part of preparing. Earlier today I arrived at Martin’s house with my pyjamas and we are about to watch a movie: A Nightmare on Elm Street. We both love this movie, although it will probably give me nightmares tonight!