Fated [A Jk Ff] [ON HOLD]

PART 2

'Scissors'
'Scalpel'
'Suction'
'Lower the bp'

You are one of the best surgeons in the hospital. You are the star doctor who never lost her chill while performing an operation. You always scored good in exams and was everyone's role model.

But everyone has a negative character and yours was that you could never talk to a single person outside the operation theatre. You always felt super anxious for uttering even a single word outside the operation room even if others try to reach you. You become a completely different person outside the operation room. Basically you felt that there was a force restraining you from socialising.

'Hello, Dr y/n' one of the male surgeons asks.

'Hey' you just try to ignore.

'Are you free for some time?' He asks.

'Sorry, but I have some important work.' And you leave after taking your bag.

'I can't believe that she can become so rude outside the operation room.' You hear the same guy talking to his friend.

But you just ignore to get home.

Home. A place where everyone gets comfort but it makes you feel lonely.

'I guess that I will have some sleep today' you say cheerfully even though there was no one to listen to you.

You were scared of getting sleep and this might be the 3rd day since you last slept.

But still, you ended up taking some sedatives to get some sleep.

***

You saw yourself running wearing those ancient Korean clothes. You had a lot of scars on your face with blood running down your nose.
You were being followed by some people on horses.
And you finally get caught.
They take you to a palace which was beautiful but then a man comes.
'You like him' he says with a wicked smile on his face.
There was a man and your heart ached looking at him.
'To save this peasant you must kill your brother so that I can take over the country.'
'I can't' you reply. Your voice shaking.
'You know the consequences' and he keeps the knife on the peasant's chest.
'Why' you cry.

And then you saw yourself running through the corridors and shouting 'oraboni (brother).'

***

What was that? You woke up crying.
You were sweating like crazy and was scared.

'What did I see' you tried hard to remember your dream but couldn't remember anything.
Like always you got up and started studying.
You always had these kind of nightmares where you ended up crying and not remembering anything.
That's why you were scared to lie down and sleep because it always left you with unknown regret and pain.
It always happened right from you could recall. When you were a child your mother used to stay up for you but when you grew up you just told her that you stopped having nightmares because you didn't want your mother to worry.

You went to study. You check the time to find out that you got only 5 hours of sleep .
You had dark circles which were healed by some of the natural herbs you got to know from some specialist.

The only thing you wanted was some good night sleep.
Or if you could remember what you actually saw that left you in such a horrible condition.

This was the reason why you got the highest marks as you hardly slept and instead you used to study.

***

Next day:

It was around 8 pm when you decided to leave for home when you suddenly get a call from the director of the hospital.