I was only 6,
I didn't know what it mean to be touch there,
We were just playing hide and seek.
I didn't tell mommy because I didn't know it was wrong.
That my babysitter shouldn't do that to me.
Or when I pretended to fall asleep so I would be carried to bed.
He undid my pants I thought he was going to put me in pj's ,
Instead he put is fingers in my private,
I didn't know what to do so I layer still till he stopped and put me to bed.
Why should parents be afraid to leave there children with men, boys really right ?
Cause real men don't rape right, sorry.
It must of been a boy or a ghost.
Little girls should be traumatized about something they didn't know better about.
And when the men, oops sorry, boys are confronted by the victim it, sorry that was wrong I was immature please don't bring it up again.
Cause there the ones who cry at night thinking that it was their fault ,
I trusted him, but he was just a boy then right?
You cant be raped by someone you know.
I was 11 years old.
At my babysitters house this time.
Him, his friends and my brother where playing videogames late into the night.
I fell asleep on his bedroom, on his bed.
His friends leave, my brother to the spear room.
No one woke me up to move somewhere else.
He got in bed and just couldn't resist,
I had no bra on, I was in my pj's , so naturally he has so touch them.
I wake in the middle of the night, not sire why but stay still anyways, when I feel it.
Something hot and wet sliding over my nipple on one breast and figures twisting the other.
I was scared to confront him, so I force myself to go back to sleep.
Maybe it was a dream ?
Real men don't rape? So what was he.
I knew him, I grew up with him as a older role model.
My mother trusted him with her children's safety and well-being.
Now there's a 16 year old girl not sure why
She isn't into dating,
Why she's sexually lonely, like sex is the only way to go.
Because that's the only way men see her.
Big breasted big ass girl only good for one thing.
Being a slut.
But as she lays,
In bed thinking to her self,
Is that really all I'm good for?
Another little girl just like her is being brought down that path by some she trusts.
The problem isn't the ashes from the fire.
Its the fire it's self that needs to stop so woman can stop worry and falling victim to becoming becoming the ashes.