Story of my Life

I have blessed myself

3 Months Later

" I'm gonna miss you sis," Jessie hugged me tightly. " I'ma miss you too sis," I smiled and hugged her tighter, if possible. I can't believe it! I was signed by the Simon Cowell three months ago and now I am going on my first tour by myself. I talked to Simon about letting me go on tour with the boys but he said within the first couple of concerts I would out shine the boys. I didn't believe him. No one can outshine One Direction. Even though these past couple months I've had to stay near the pack with all the people surrounding me the boys will always be number one and I'll stick with the title given to me. Americas Sweetheart. I'll take it! So for the past three months I have been writing songs day in and day out. I've even had Jessie helping me and Alice, Rose, Esme, Emily, and Leah too. Even Seth, Japer, Emmett, Carlise, Sam, Paul, Jacob, Quil, and Embry were helping with the beat to the songs. It was actually quite fun. If I wasn't with the Cullens I was with my pups. Oh and if you're wondering about Harry and I. We are together and so are Niall and Jamie.

I waved at everyone as I stepped on my bus. " WAIT," Seth called to me. I stopped and looked at him confused. " Sam wanted to ensure your safety on tour," Seth said with a smirk. I looked at him even more confused. " Kenzie. How do you feel about Jessie, I, and Embry going on tour with you," he ask. A huge smile grows on my lips. " I'd love it," I squealed. I look at Embry and he was holding all three of theirs' luggage. I smiled and helped them bring them on the bus. Yay! Now my twins going with me! Along ewith Seth and Embry! I'm sooo happy!

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" Okay McKenzie you're on in ten so finish getting ready," the lady with the headsit called to me. I nodded and grabbed my dark, low-cut, blue jeans. They had hoops on the side they had black ribbon that went from my hip to where they flare at the bottom. They were also had K on one butt cheek in studds and an S on the otherside. I told them to call me Kenzie which is why there's a K. I grabbed my dark purple top and slipped it on. It lacey and stops right under my breast. It's long sleeved, stops at the elbow then flares at the end. Jessie curled my hair and did my make-up. I smiled and hugged her. "Show time," she squealed. I giggled amd went to my spot.

" Ladies and Gentlemen the moment we've been waiting for. The reason you all bought tickets. Miss Kenzie Swan," The announcer yelled. I smiled and grabbed person headsit.I walked out on stage waving at my screaming fans. " Hey everyone. Look I know I'm no Little Mix, Ed Sheeran, or even One Direction.... but I put my heart and soul into my music and my music really speaks to me. I hope it speaks to you too!" With that the music started.

Hold on cause I'm letting go
I'm gonna lasso your heart like a rodeo
I'm gonna give you some till you want some more
Cause all I see is an open door
And I see where it's leading me
All of this energy, been bottled up way too long
It's powerful, powerful
You see what I'm getting at
I'm ready for all of that
If I'm not a star, you're blind

I've got rings on my fingers
And glitter in my hair
I bought a one-way ticket
And I just got here
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I've got high heel stilettos
And I'm kicking in doors
And kissing your feet ain't what my lipstick's for
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town tonight

I'm climbing high but there ain't no net
You like to see me jump a bit
Well everyday's just like Russian roulette
I'm gonna play, play, play with no regrets
Cause I'm tired of second best
Tired of doing this
Tired of hypocrites
Twisted like licorice
I'm crushing them in my fist
Hushing their ignorance
You had your chance, now's mine

I've got rings on my fingers
And glitter in my hair
I bought a one-way ticket
And I just got here
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I've got high heel stilettos
And I'm kicking in doors
And kissing your feet ain't what my lipstick's for
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town

Tonight, nothing's standing in my way
There's no obstacles anymore
In a minute, I'll be on my way
To the moment I've been waiting for

I've got rings on my fingers
And glitter in my hair
Bought a one-way ticket and I just got here
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run this town tonight

I've got rings on my fingers
And glitter in my hair
I bought a one-way ticket and I just got here
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I've got high heel stilettos
And I'm kicking in doors
And kissing your feet ain't what my lipstick's for
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run this town
Run this town
I'm gonna run, I'm gonna run, gonna run
Run this town

I'm gonna run, I'm gonna run, gonna run
Run this town tonight
Run this town, run this town tonight
I'm gonna run this town, run this town tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

The crowd chanted and screamed. I smile as a tear rolled down my cheek. " You guys don't know how much this means to me. I truly appricate your love and support. This next song is for you guys."

There's a little secret
I would like to tell you
There's a book of lies
I know they'll try to sell you
And they'll try, and they'll try
To convince you to buy you need 'em
So the next time you're down
Look inside not around.

I can bless myself
There's no need for someone's help
There's no one to blame
There's no one to save you but yourself
I can justify all the mistakes in my life
It's taught me to be, it's givin' me me
And I'll survive
'Cause I have blessed myself.

I have searched the world to find
There's nothing better
Than when me, myself and I
Can come together
And I know for a fact
There's a spirit I lack called defend
Yeah I've been through it all
Just to find in the end

I can bless myself
There's no need for someone's help
There's no one to blame
There's no one to save you but yourself
I can justify all the mistakes in my life
It's taught me to be, it's givin' me me
And I'll survive
'Cause I have blessed myself.

Do you ever wonder
How anything can make you cry
Have yourself discover
That the pain you feel
Is the pain that you deny in your life
So open up your eyes

You can bless yourself
There's no need for someone else
There's no one to blame
There's no one to save you but yourself
I can bless myself
There's no need for someone's help
There's no one to blame
There's no one to save you but yourself
I can justify all the mistakes in my life
It's taught me to be, it's givin' me me
And I'll survive
'Cause I have blessed myself.
La La La La La
La La La La La
I will survive
'Cause I have blessed myself.

I smiled at the crowd as they cheered for me. I did it. I wnt from a small town girl to Americas Sweetheart!

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I KNOW NOT THE ENDING YOU WERE WANTING BUT THERE WILL EITHER BE A SMALL EPILOGE OR THERE MIGHT BE A SEQUEL. IT'S ALL UP TO YOU LOVELIES!