[in the begining of some chapters there might be a flashforward. Btw this chapter is pretty confusing]
𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣... 🗿
"Nova... You actually..?" He asks with tear-filled eyes. The female has a sad expression as she goes; "I can explain.." His anger grows as he looks through the pictures
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"Love..? Wake up, we have to leave" she hears her lovers whisper as she opens her eyes. "Good morning" she whispers back. She got up; "already? baby half an hour in car!" He smirked and goes: "alone...". The girls face suddenly got pink "Noen i" he laughed "I just messing with you, you actually think id..?". "Well, you're Noen. You never know" For a second I thought he was serious... It's not like i mind but... Thinks the lady as they grab their stuff. They head outside and get in their car. "I'm so sorry about yesterday... My dad's crazy! Please forgive me!" "Calm down princess, we were gonna leave anyways" he tries to lighten her mood. She gives him a small smile and he starts driving. I hate saying this but I don't understand this girls life anymore. There's so much going on and I barely know about her family, or her past! I sometimes feel like she doesn't actually love me... The young man thinks as he drives. He peeks his girlfriend looking at pictures of them together, his soft side starts coming out as he blames himself for even thinking she doesn't love him. "Baby I, I love you. Just remember that"
"I already know that my little bean. Love you too :)" she smiles at him. "I don't wanna start a fight but, if you actually did you wouldn't have cheated..." he mumbles. "Noen did you just- why are you bringing this up again?" She asks "Because you cheated! Not once, not twice, not three times. FOUR darn times in a row!" He raises his voice. "I'm sorry babygirl I didn't mean to-". He hears her starting to sob. "Great! First your parents now you, everybody just hates me!" He says while parking. The girl gets out the car and goes to their apartment "I'm sorry sugar cube I didn't mean to yell" he calmly apologizes. "Don't you dare call me that, you cunt". He freezes, did she just- ? Oh ok then, I'm the cunt? She's the female i- "Don't come to me later! Go fuck "him" instead!". "Stop bringing up the past!" She screams at him. "Admit it, you still like him" she rages and slams their bedroom door while yelling; "well, maybe I do!" the second he heard that he pauses and his eyes started filling up with tears. "Babygirl..." She hears his innocent voice. "Don't call me that, go to Addy instead!" "NOVA, STOP. YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL EVERYTIME YOU DO THIS" he desperately yells as tears run down the side of his nose. "Yeah well I'm hurt too, but you don't care about my feelings, you never did!" little did he know his lover was also wiping her tears away. "You know what, we should've ended this shit months ago!" He says while wiping his tears away. They were both equally hurt inside, "Don't you dare wake me up in the middle of the night just because you had a "bad dream" or something" Noen yells. For them this was a totally normal morning. Crying, sobbing, yelling...
He goes to the kitchen window and sits on the corner, he takes out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. He lights up the cig and puts it against his lips and starts smoking. Yes I know, I'll get lung cancer or something, who cares? It takes away the pain, I can be numb alone tonight. Without that doll face in my arms... After all this time I should get used to this crap! That night was a disaster! He drank, he self-harmed, he cried, he did everything he shouldn't do. Even things he knows he's gonna regret later.
To be continued...
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