𝐓.𝐊 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

Insomnia 1/2

taehyung's pov

a bitter smell hits my nose as soon as i enter the coffee shop, looking around i can see jimin and jin hyung talking. jimin notices me, smiling and motioning me to come at their table making jin hyung look at me as well.

"hi." i smile and hug both of them.

"yah taehyung-ah, you're late again." jimin pouts.

" i'm sorry, i slept late last night." i said sheepishly smiling while rubbing the back of my neck. " let me guess, you couldn't sleep again?" jin-hyung asked.

i just nodded, calling the waiter to make an order to avoid jin-hyung in asking more questions. but i guess luck is not on me today.

"you should have called us. you know, to keep you calm and less scared." jimin said.

i let out a pout looking at them, "i'm fine minie, i don't want to call you guys because i just want to help myself in being able to sleep without the thought of being scared." they just nodded but i know they are still not yet satisfied with my answer.

"he still has an effect on you, isn't he?" jimin suddenly asks. i froze on my spot and looks at him.

"no. i'm just scared. besides, i'm over him already and we haven't talk since i don't know but i don't care so." i shrug. 2 years.

"come on tae, there's nothing wrong in denying." jin pushed.

"hyung, i'm over him. i accepted the fact that he's gone okay? but that doesn't mean that the pain he gave me would go away that easily, especially when the one you thought wouldn't leave you will the first one to give up on you." i said, putting the fork down on the plate.

" i admit, the pain is still here and it fucking sucks." i continued, feeling my eyes getting teary.

they both looked at me with pity and jimin gave me a hug. "don't. don't look at me like that." i said not wanting to feel more burden that i'm already am

" can we just, not talk about this please?" i plead.

" we'll help you, alright? don't hesitate to call us."  jin hyung said. i just nodded and after a while of talking, we separated ways and i went to work.

                                 n i g h t  t i m e

my shift was over and i went straight ahead in my apartment. once i'm inside, i quickly went to the bathroom and took a shower to relax myself. when i went out, i stared at my empty bed that has two pillows and a thick blanket.

here we go again.

i laid down the bed and let out a sigh. it was so comfy and my body was already begging me to sleep, but my mind can't stop wandering everywhere.

fuck this fear.

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ring! ring!

6 am, it reads on my alarm as i quickly turned it off. wide awake, i sighed for the nth time and stared at the ceiling. i feel so tired and my head is badly aching.

 

no sleep again huh.