*sigh* my life is upside down. I thought that I got my life together and everything is going well and nothing can ruin it now .. little did I know ...
well , school isn't going bad at all , I made some good friends and I'm kind of doing well with my studies . But some things are off now , my « ex » aka the guy I loved the most during my entire life is back and convincing me that he loves me so much and will do everything to make things up and other lies your ex can tell you , but oh well , we're dating again , I don't know whyyyy but I just .. felt bad for him and i don't know .. I don't feel anything towards him now and he has hurt me so much in the past and everything, but ... ughh I don't know !! So that's a thing . And he calls me and texts me none stop , always trying to control me and asks me questions and expects me to always answer the SECONDE he sends a message and gets mad when I don't , and Im so tired . It takes so much time and energy . Plus , i always think about this relationship and if i should've been in it in the first place .
Anyways , the situation at home isn't any better , for many reasons that I won't tell . But oh well . Help ?
Thank you SO MUCH for reading , I appreciate it so much . And I would also love to receive some advices or anything . Just comment or text me . Love you lots stranger ❤️
