Stars Behind Clouds.

The Night.

"Ray where have you been?! Are you alright?!" said my mother, Chin-Sun in a made up tone, as I believed.

As I made my path back to my room, I took a glimpse of the wine resting on our plywood table. My mom followed me to my room asking endless questions. I t felt like knives stabbing my pathway.

"Don't act like you care. Did you sign the divorce papers?" I asked.

"I did Ray. I am sorry."

"Good for you." and then I locked myself in my room.

I tried to sleep, i tried losing myself into the world of IU. I listened to 'Through the Night' for a bit and bursted into tears. I slapped myself for being this weak, that I could not even protect myself. How would I protect my.......dah, could not think of a name. Why did it happen to me? Why did she do this me?  A person who could not even remember walking? That night I cried myself to sleep.

For the next couple weeks, I skipped school, I became like a black moon. Now that I have lost my purity, Noone would value it including myself. I could not appreciate the beauty of a starless night. I failed.

I went to school after a fortnight just because my mother compelled the fukc outta me to go. I was scared.

The clouds were scattered all over the sky, I felt like pebbles inside piercing me through. And there she was in the hallway, Lyla, my sinner. She came nearer and that day flasbacked. I wanted to run, but my leg betrayed me again as they did when I was four.

"You ruined my life!" and then she went crying. I had to know idea what was going and everyone was looking at me for some reason , whispering. I felt nauseous. I heard the cops pulling over.

And then someone shouted something that made me feel like an autumn leaf dying to die,

"You rascal! You raped her and left her pregnant."

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HEHEHE..BYE.