Summertime always ends

Its crumbling down

I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock making a ringing sound. I slap the off button on it and grumpily get out of bed. I yawn and stretch- then look over at Felix who's still asleep. I tippy toe my way out of the room and into the bathroom, I take a squick cold shower, the cold slapping the sleep out of me. I put on what I usually wear . Pink button up and pants. I decided to let my hair dry on its own. I cleaned up the bathroom a little and brush my teeth. When i'm done I walk out and go back to my bedroom, I kiss felix's cheek and leave the room and walk energetically to the kitchen, I make toast and tea and eat while watching some random show on netflix with my phone being propped up with something random on the table, i finish my tea and  grab my sashel quickly, its heavy weight pulls my right shoulder down. I sigh as the pulling sends a sharp pain down my shoulder blade. I grab the keys to my car and shove them in my pockets. Quickly, I ran to the bathroom and spray a masculine cologne on, not strong but just right. I grab the wide tonged comb and brush my slightly long thick  black hair, and take a look in the mirror, my pale skin is almost snow white, my deep blue eyes look like somebody cut out a piece of  prettiest ocean, and placed them in the blank canvas my eyes were. I wore a light pastel pink button up shirt with fit pants. In the pocket of the shirt, was a fake plastic roach, the people I helped at therapy would be startled at first. But eased when learning it wasn't real. I was emotionally attached to the chunk of brown blastic, i even had made a dog bed for the roach! I turned the light off to the bathroom and walked to the door. I think if i've forgotten one more time, and my head snaps to the hallway, I bolt quickly, my height of a massive 7 foot gets me there in a few steps. I grab my phone from the table, I wasn't a broken person, so I already had the new iphone 11. I give a smile of relief and go to the front door, grab my earpods, and put them in my ears. I walk out the door and lock it with the keys I pulled out my pocket. I rush to my car and start the engine, and wait for it to cool off. As i wait i turn on my phone and put on my playlist " nostalgic hits " which had a whopping total of 200 songs. The first song to come on is payphone, I hum the words, and start to drive. My driving is influenced by the song, wilder as the song beats hypes me for the day ahead. I have a bright smile as my humming turns into loud singing. I stop by the starbucks and order some fruity drink. Expensive,but I supported starbucks because of how they have always been inclusive to lgbt rights, even when it was despised even more than now. I drive the rest of the way, singing with my deep angel like voice to all the fire songs that play.

I arrive and park in my usual spot, a few months ago I had gotten permission from the head of administration to paint the spot. It was colorful and happy. I turn the car off, grab my satchel that is on the passenger seat. I hop out with my drink in hand, phone in the satchels pocket. And keys in back pocket. I smile at the staff as I walk into my personal office. It's all the students favorite room. I had decorated it to be cozy and safe, lots of plushies in one hamper, a comfy couch along with bean bags and throw pillows. I had hung fairy lights too, after a kid had come to me to state that they were comforting. I set my satchel on my table in the far corner. I get my stuff in order and go to sit in the big one seater chair that I loved so dearly. I examine room, checking all the details i had so happily perfected. The almost black walls made contrast with white fairy lights all around hung, i had made them look messy but that was planned. The shelves I spent so long painting had succulents and coloring books along with folders. I sigh and grab my phone out, scrolling through social media waiting for the first person to show up, or my first appointment to come. I saw pictures of an aesthetic theme and realized I had forgotten my lanyard, luckily I always kept a spare one, i had made it myself and embroidered dogs all over it. I grabbed my keys and hung them from the pastel blue clip. As I grab my drink and sit again im at peace. But it's soon disturbed as the clock his 8am. I look up at the clock, then down. I know soon people will swarm in, especially some kids in particular. I almost dozed off though, as thirty whole minutes pass without anybody. My eyes close, and then....