"But You Don't Feel Anything" (Shu x Reader)

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This wasn't a request. I just felt like doing it because I've been listening to the song.

-Night0512




𝔸𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟.

"Shu! Where are you?!" You ran blindly around the Snake Pit, trying to find a certain white haired blader.

𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟?

"Ashtem, have you seen Sh-er Red Eye. Have you seen Red Eye?" You looked at Ashtem who was tinted green through your mask and bit your lip. "I need to talk to him."

𝔽𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕.

"I haven't seen him, Green Eye. Why do you need to talk to him?" Your brows furrowed at the answer and question. Why did you have to explain to Ashtem about why you wanted to talk to your boyfriend?

𝕀 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕖𝕪𝕖𝕤-

"Like I said, I need to talk to him. It's important." You turned on your heel and looked back. "I thought you would know where he is, but your answer was useless. I'll go and ask somebody else." You left the room, slamming the door shut behind you.

-𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪'𝕣𝕖 𝕤𝕠 𝕖𝕞𝕡𝕥𝕪.

You ran down the halls once more, looking for even the red of his mask. If your eye caught even the slightest glimpse of his outfit or arms, you'd immediately know it was him.

ℙ𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕.

You saw the flutter of his coat and yelled out to him. "Shu!" Your voice fell upon deaf ears as you turned the corner and saw that he was gone.

𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕖 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕?

You leaned back against the wall and slumped down. You had been looking for him for days. He was avoiding you. It was clear now. Tears ran down your cheeks.

𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕒 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕦𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕕-

Would he even want to talk? Would he even want to try again? What if he hated you forever? You bit you lip as tears ran from under your mask and dripped onto your black shirt.

-𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕥𝕣𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕘𝕖𝕥.

"Shu...." A sob got caught in your throat. "Why...?"

ℂ𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕀-

You began to cry. You didn't want this to be how your relationship went on with him forever. It was heartbreaking. You loved him so much, but did he love you?

-𝕀 𝕥𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟.

Shakily, you stood up, deciding that when you did talk to him, you'd tell him that the two of you should break up. It wasn't going to work, so why should you fight for it?

𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕓𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕪𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟.

You had forgiven him so many times for his anger outbursts and when he would hurt you mentally and physically. Wasn't the relationship just hurting you worse?

𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕟𝕠𝕨-

Now you had decided, you couldn't deal with it anymore. It was going to drive you to insanity. Insanity beyond where you were currently at. After all, weren't all bladers insane?

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