chpt.4

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Dekus POV

He just stood there eyes wide... After a moment he just walked away after everything he just walks away.. I get up to go after him but todoroki and kachan won't let me get up.
My mother hurt me so much because of his death but he was right in front of me and all he could do was walk away
I start crying...he really didn't love me neither did my mother. I went through all of this I hate myself so much and all he could do was run like everyone else. I have needed help for a long time but in the bottom of my heart I just wanted my dad to come home and save me. For years I thought he was alive and he was going to save me but he didn't so I lost hope...

It's been hours and I can't leave todorokis dad is talking to me about my situation. He was a little scary but I just explained everything. In his eyes I saw sadness he regrets something that he know he can't change.
"You can't change the past but you can change how you look at the past" Endeavor just looked at me for a minute smiled and walked away then he showed up again.....
"Izuku... "
I look up to see his eyes.. He's been crying
"Why did you leave me? I could have been just fine if you stayed.. I went through so much and I needed you the most! " At this point kachan is hugging me and todorokis holding my hand.
"Your mother left.. With you with no notice!just up and gone" His voice was breaking
I stay sitting with my hands on my face no noise just silence

"I think deku has had enough for one day " Todoroki says standing up

*1week later*

Mr aizawa won't let me go to school so I've been staying inside with President mic and cats while watching tv. Kachan and todoroki check up in me everyday...
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*note*
I just wanna say I enjoy writing and this is how I get all my vents out and even I of only one person is reading I really appreciate it 💙

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