Sensationally - Jinkook

FOUR

Jin's moment of bravery died after he uttered the word 'sex'. His nervousness got the best of him, his heart was about to explode any moment. His hands were slightly shaking from how stressed he is, jungkook hadn't said a word either and that doesn't seem like a good sign. After what seemed like ages, even if they were only a minute or two jungkook finally cleared his and spoke.

"You mean.." jin cuts him feeling that jungkook might reject his offer, he doesn't want jungkook to get the idea that he wants him to commit to him or anything.

"I'm not asking you to date me or court me or anything. I mean something more casual, i you to be my sex partner and my friend. There's no commitment involved"

Jungkook doesn't quite know how to react, his feelings are mixed. He thought that jin was asking him out and he was giddy about it, when jin said that he doesn't want anything serious he felt a slight bang is heart, but his mind was telling him that still jin thought about him and that must mean something right? He doesn't even want one time sex, no, jin is asking him to be his partner' jin wants to have continuous sex with him.

He was looking at jin and he noticed how uneasy he looks and he realized that he's waiting for his answer. He doesn't know what to answer him thou? He'd be lying if he said he's okay with them being only 'sex partners and friends' he definitely wants something more real. But what if he rejected the offer and jin looked for someone else and he knows that a lot of people in college would be more than pleased to help him and that just doesn't sit right with him.

"Can I ask why?" jungkook decides to understand why jin would think of that "i mean, your looks could get anyone you want, and I'm pretty sure you get asked out on dates a lot and i'm a little confused that if you don't want to date me, why would you ask me specifically to have sex with you"

Jin sighs "look, if i tell you do you promise not to joke about it like hobi does?"

"You can be honest with me"

He takes in a breath preparing some words in his head to say "you see, I'm not really experienced in this kind of a thing"

"In bed? So you want me to teach you how to be more experienced or something?"

"Not quite what i'm trying to say"

"Then?"

"I haven't actually done it before" jin says in a faint voice, almost a whisper but jungkook hears him well.

"You want me to be your first!" jungkook eyes went wide and his mouth parted at the shocking news jin just told him "

"Yes" his voice still small, feeling jungkook's rejection is about to come. He thinks about how silly he is to ask jungkook in the first place, he wants to turn back time and stop himself. He is about to ruin his new friendship with jungkook.

"I don't know what to say... " jungkook honestly tells jin.

"You don't have to say anything now. Let's sleep on it, okay? You can think more about it and tell me you answer. And whatever your answer is i hope it doesn't affect our friendship. I honestly should've thought more about it before i asked you, I just didn't want to do it with just anyone and i just.. Trust you enough and i thought that you'd take good care of me"

Jungkook doesn't respond for a couple of minutes thinking about it, jin did mention that he wouldn't do it with any random and that he trusts him and that does convince him a little. He notices how alarmed that jin looks, waiting for him to say something. He decides to give him his answer now and save him the anxiety of waiting. He shifts closer to jin and holds his hands.

"I don't have to wait till tomorrow, i know my answer already. I want to help you"

Jin lets a breath of relief, a little smile appeared on his face as he turns to jungkook. He wraps his arms around jungkook's neck and gives him a sincere hug "thank you"

Jungkook doesn't hesitate to hug him back.

He then breaks the hug and pinches his chubby cheeks "my pleasure, jinnie" he doesn't miss the reddening of the later's cheeks "i need to go though, i have an assignment due at 11:59 and i haven't finished it yet"

"Yeah yeah yeah, sure. Umm. I'll call you later. You know, to agree on how we will do this?"

Jungkook smiles at jin's flustered state "sure. Walk me to the door?" and he watches jin shyly walking past him, leading the way to the door. When they are on the other side of the door jungkook bids him goodbye after he plants a light kiss on his cheek. Jin thinks that if he's heart is acting up like that because of a cheek kiss, what will happen when they finally do it.