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Yoongi {part 1}

                    Yoongi was a cold guy. Everyone knew that. But you... you knew that under all that cold facade, there lies a soft Yoongi that you fall in love with. He was not all that lovey dovey with you. And he was not very affectionate with you either.

           But he never failed to show you that he loves you.

You weren't also all that cheerful and active. You're kind of shy. But you still give him all you had.
Or maybe you should've tried harder...

            At the beginning of your relationship, you knew that it was not all rainbows and unicorns but you were content with the fact that you love each other. But lately, everything seemed to go downhill. His attitude became colder towards you. Back then, Yoongi wasn't a talkative person. And you understand that. But now it feels like you're now living with a complete stranger instead of a boyfriend. And a rude one at that too. No more late night talks, no more kisses and hugs, and no more 'I love you's exchanged between you two.

                     All these was a bit too much for your sensitive heart but you're still with him, thinking that it was just a phase.... maybe he was just stressed from his work. And that he will return to being your Yoongi after all of these was over... So, you will wait...wait for him to change back to the Yoongi you knew because you love him too much.

It all began when she came. And by 'she' meaning Yoongi's childhood friend. Her name was Jisoo. You have nothing against her. She was a nice girl. And you liked her. She would even asked you to come and spend the day together. She was not the problem.

                     The problem was Yoongi. Since then, he's all about 'Jisoo this and Jisoo that'. Even when you three hang out together Jisoo would try to talk with you while he would completely ignore you.

And lately, everything you do seemed to annoy him instead. He would get angry even at the smallest of things. Then after getting angry, he would stormed off and leave you alone only for you to blame yourself for everything.

            Instead of making you feel loved, now he made you feel insecure about your status as his girlfriend. And its not helping the fact that you're now diagnosed with stage 3 cancer. During this kind of time you need someone by your side.

           And of course, Yoongi doesn't know about this illness of yours and you're planning to keep it this way for now. In truth you really wanted to tell him. But you were afraid of his reaction.... will he leave you or will he stay with you? But you doubt that his choice will be the latter with how things were changing.

Yes... you knew that you're being a bit selfish but you love him too much to let him go. And you're still holding onto that single thread of hope that he too still loves you.

And Hopefully he still loves you too...

Next chapter will be out tomorrow...