Hyunknow // Fearless

Helpless // 1

"what kind of pizza topping are you? do this quick quiz and find out n-" 

"HWANG HYUNJIN!" a woman's voice yelled over the video that was playing on the just called boy's phone, he sighed turning off his phone and giving back an annoyed "WHAT?!" shortly after no response came,  he groaned getting up. Why did parents always have to be like this? he asked himself as he walked down to his mother that had just called. When he did indeed come into the living room where both his parents had been waiting he looked at them confused "what is it?" he asked as he looked at what his father was holding, for once it wasn't something that he had asked for, but it was a suitcase "whats that for?" he asked, he never wanted to travel anywhere, he was pretty happy in the big house he was living in.

His mother though was not happy with him living there. She quickly made the father give the suitcase to Hyunjin, it probably just had some clothes in it "Hyunjin.. you have to leave." His father slowly murmured as he looked off to the side not even giving him a second of eye-contact "what? why?" he furrowed his eyebrows refusing to take the suitcase and especially refusing to leave. His mother furrowed her eyebrows as well "Hyunjin.. look. Everything you do.. is wrong- and it all stresses us both mentally, we can't take it anymore, so take your stuff and leave!" 

Hyunjin was in no way hurt, why would he be? he just wanted to stay, he didn't want to go from rich to poor, he didn't even know how to handle himself. "what?? no. I'm not leaving, I am your only son!" he used as an excuse to which his mother just sighed "well then it would have been better not having a child at all!" she just bursted out "are you implying that you would rather not have me as your son at all??" he asked shocked, why would she not want that? he didn't see why at all. "yes exactly! or at least just not you any other male would have been alright.. but you!!" she yelled pulling Hyunjin on his arm out of the house, she just threw the suitcase besides him now as he wouldn't take it, shortly after she spit in front of Hyunjin's feet "you .are. not .my .son. now, leave. " she just coldly said before slamming the door closed. Indeed Hyunjin was very shocked, not only was he kicked out and disowned but that with nothing at all, what he was wearing now was just a hoodie and sweatpants, he only had socks on as well. Sooner or later his parents would beg him to come back anyways again, he just had the feeling for it. They wouldn't just disown him like that, or would they? They were telling the truth, they fought a lot and he mostly used their money so they had every reason to do so.

Hyunjin just made his way out to some random library and spend his time there until it closed, he liked reading anyways so it wasn't a problem for him using his time like that. But when it closed he just stood in front of it, where would he go now? all his friends lived cities away and it would be impossible to walk there, he had no money with him as well. Luckily he wasn't hungry at all as his parents seemed nice enough to put some snacks into the suitcase along with 2 bottles of water and some clothes of his and even a blanket, he laughed. Oh how nice of his parents he thought as he just sat down somewhere in an empty and dark alleyway so no one would be able to see him being so 'pathetic' after a while of not being able to sleep on the cold ground he was on he looked around, nothing interesting seemed to be happening, but then suddenly he heard quick steps followed by even faster ones, it sounded like someone being chased, was he going to see a rape, abduction or even a murder? like that he would be able to make money in no time for helping the police, he smirked as he just sit back in the dark, after a few minutes a woman actually ran into the alley way Hyunjin was hiding in, he was hiding behind a wall, just slightly peeking from behind it, due to his dark hair no one would be able to spot him there. Which was just perfect in this matter, shortly after the girl had looked around fearfully a guy just walked towards her with a scary smirk on his face. "it must be rape.." Hyunjin thought to himself before he saw that the male had pulled out a knife to that Hyunjin couldn't help but roll his eyes "typical.." he caught himself silently whispering to himself. The streets were empty this was actually the perfect time and place for a murder to happen, so he just watched as the male began stabbing down the woman, one hit to the stomach at first, shortly after it followed with a stab to the throat, he had to admit that indeed was a little gross to watch as he grabbed himself on the throat, anything else didn't quite bug him all that much, he had watched such horror movies all the time and saw it countless of times. The woman was completely hopeless, even if Hyunjin had wanted he could not do anything now. It was too late.

when the male finally finished he panted, 32 stabs in total, Hyunjin had counted while he watched the girl suffer and the mans fun doing that awful crime. Slowly the male just looked in the womans pockets, he didn't seem like a beginner at all, maybe he always took the corpses stuff? maybe he had money? this made Hyunjin smile, why make money out of telling the police when he could just blackmail the murderer himself. This seemed perfect, but of course if he was to confront the guy now he would be killed himself, he had to do it in sunlight and in public.

After the guy had gathered anything he possibly wanted he just took off, he walked calmly Hyunjin did have to move places, because the smell was just awful and also he didn't want the police to use him as a witness now.

Soon he had found himself some streets further away and actually could sleep now, either it was the place or the knowledge that he could gain back his old life now.